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Friday, February 29, 2008
5 steps in life..:0
just finished watchin' "my big love". uhm it was great. i laughed. yeah im corny! but toni always made me laugh..:0 my big love ---- one great love (as he told me before)... toni was a gym instructor and sam was a fat man! oh c'mon triple of my weight.! LOL.. she had a 5 steps to have a perfect body.. uhm but i think i dont need those steps (kapal. the bilbil!) LOL.. but im gonna apply those steps in my life.. to be stronger.. yeah!

step 1.
SET A GOAL


>>my goal is to be a successful nurse in the future. (wish me luck)... i have to study harder first and passed all the exams.. but i think i have to love my course first.doubt.. XD.


step 2.
REASONS


>> to fulfill my dad's dream.. to prove my dad he's right..

step 3.
DO TODAY NOT TOMORROW


>>lazy tina.. i admit it. im getting old yet still not responsible enough. ill be better now in my studies..

step 4.
INSPIRATION


>>>who's my inspiration nga ba? uhm. DON? no way. hahah! my family.. i love love them soo much!


step 5.
BE HAPPY!


>>ill be happy if ill be earning na green money! hahahhaa! if i fulfilled my dreams na.. and if i proved my dad that i can do better..



wish me luck guys.. aja! kaya naten to.. chill..let's go clubbin'! lol..

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:40 AM|
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
go on girl..:0
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YEAH.. I LOVE MYSELF. DEFINITELY.

nothing to worry much..
live my life to the fullest!
party gurl TINA.. ahahaa..
it's nice to be back in normal life.
so was abnormal before? nuh-uh.. ahahhaha
life must go on..aja!
goodbye BITTERNESS..!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:13 AM|
euphoric..:0
uhm.. yeah i was in the good mood today though i have lot of exams and failed. LOL.. but there someone who suddenly pop up in my mind. yeah i miss him and still hoping for him. crazy tina! ahhahaha



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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:04 AM|
Monday, February 18, 2008
how to win a lady's heart
i don't want to lose him

He became my first boyfriend three weeks after we meet. i meet him through my friend which is his classmate. He's 21, I'm 17. He is the star player of the game.. Very obvious na patay na patay ako sa kanya although I know he just takes me for granted. My friends and family tell me he's only playing with my feelings but ngpapakamartir ako because I don't want to lose him. Yes, i have doubts about his love for me but as a believer, i want him to know about my God hoping he might change..


Advice:

your boyfriend only cares about his bloated ego. nothing wrong in hoping he'd reform should he know your God. honestly, however, you just don't want to lose him. your heart is full of doubts too big to ignore. how about getting a second opinion from a trusted friend or pastor a school or counsellor or your parents? if their negative opinions outweigh the positives, i think it is best that you respect their judgment. but to break up or not with him is yours to decide. if you feel he's worth loving despite his panloloko, his good-for-nothing attitude, hoping he'd evidently change it's your choice. if you feel however, that life can still be beautiful without him that you'll learn to love again despite a broken heart, then you know what to do.

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:46 AM|
Sunday, February 17, 2008
freak mind;sober heart
my cerebrum starting to function again.. this blog is getting worst. di nyo ba napapansin? before i was really excited posting entry here bout DON but things are getting complicated..or should i say it's getting worst..suddenly this blog talks about about my freakin ex. i promised pa before that i wont be posting anything here about him. but it's getting worst. i can't help to think about of him. i hate myself for doin this. pero its getting harder if di ko xa ilalabas..(arti).. my mind is getting complicated.. there is someone told me that there is no such thing as complicated. tayo lang ang ngpapacomplicate ng situation. sounds harsh right?but its pretty true.. agree with me? we made problems that we cant solve. i admit. im like that. hindi naman dapat problemahin pero pinoproblema ko. pati nga problema ng iba iniisip ko pa rin. tas un problem ko mismo hindi ko masolusyunan. it sucks!... though my mind says stop but my heart wont agree.. it still insisting. ang weirdoo ko no? oo ako n nga.. then me something pa na gumugulo saken.na i dont know if i have to tell that pa.. super.. hirap.. emotina n nman ako. nakkainis lang kasi. to feel this things is parang mamatay na ko. think positive un naman palagi sinasabi nila saken eh. pero they dont know how i feel. the PAIN.. its subjective nga daw eh... so no one can explain this kundi ang sarili ko lang. wat a freak mind! hey tina stop fooling around! i hate my heart..i hate everyone now. i hate him. for doin this to me. for left me hanging on a string. for making me stuck up. but i guess it's my self alone who could help me o fix these things.. i was inviting DON to my heart pero... SAKLAP.. ulol. hahaha... Go on tina.. life is a mess.. ahhaha... trust me guys when i say im fine..(neyo)... ill be better..sooner...

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:53 AM|
Saturday, February 16, 2008
missing you..SAd
tomorrow.. come what may..

this is my birthday message for him..

hey hey.. its gonna be his birthday tomorrow. he's getting old but still "bugnutin" ahhaha... im trying to be ok kasi i know he won't be celebrating his bday with me naman. who the hell i was for her naman di ba? like what he told me before i was just his girlfriend ,what more now im just his freakin ex-girlfriend...

im getting. sad. sadder. saddest.. adik ka tlaga tina! LOL.

i was thinking bout him all over the night. before, i was really cramming pa to buy gift for him. "magustuhan kaya nya to? or what?"
.... but then..now.. i was nothing for him...


"Things'll never be the same with out you... "

>> mahirap.. super hirap.. the things you used to be tapos biglang mwawala na lang.<<
"What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you .."



awwts.. ang landi ko naman. LOL. do i deserve this ba? siguro nga para marealized ko rin that hes not worth it.. (sigh)


"It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself ."



i admit im still stuck up with him. though how much i tried to pretend that im over him but still he alyways pop-up in my mind. and its killing me. over and over again.


"I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here."

obesession. yeah.. but how im gonna fight my love for you if your already gone. how im gonna tell you how much i need you if you dont wanna hear anything from me. you still love me? uhm not! because you totally forget me..oh baby come back. will you?


"There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry.

suicidal lover. nuh uh. baby i know how you suffered from me. but if you would give me another chance. ill prove you how much i need you. i will do anything for you just to make you happy. i love you so much. please come back.


"baby im missing you!

i love you so much! "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY







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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:25 PM|
post valentine.;p
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current mood: S.A.D

yeah! valentines day is just an ordinary day for me.. had a dinner with keith and toma with dormate. lasing! LOL. and last friday BN35 were at guillys. at first we were in pier one. inom sila. since i was not a lasinggera i just take pictures nlng. ahaha.. after that they want to go to guillys. pArty mode naman. LOL so parang we dont want to go there. were beggar!LOL. uhm but our classmates insisted to join them. since were having a sober heart we joined them. at first hour it was really boring. uhn bdw it takes 1hour staying outside deciding if we gonna go inside.LOL. atlast we decided to go. hahaha.. uhm. there's lot a of hottie guys. oh well they were taken guess so. but damn they were really cute! hhahaha... busog ang mata ko sa gwapo.LOL. uhm anyweis its my first time to be with my other classmates since were always three(cindy, paw and me). also sir doms was also there. yeah! party like a rockstar. LOL. i had fun. but later on my head starting to ache. irritated kasi ako sa usok ng yosi. arti! ahahaha

im not on the good mood to share more stories. cant you see ngyon lang ulit ako ngpost ng new entry. kasi deprresed ako dis past days. ewan ko ba DON. ngiinarte lang ako.LOL. basta guys im not feeling well. i dont know if i had to share it pa. maxado ng bulgar ang buhay ko. hahaha.. post valentine is great. for short of time i enjoyed. i FORGET about him. and LUMANDI. ahahaha


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guillys pictures

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:31 AM|
Saturday, February 9, 2008
meet my new friends..:0
current mood: excited

last friday keith and i decided to meet up. bonding moment again since we never meet last sunday because i have a duty. after my defense i waited kieth coz she gonna get her denture project pa. we planned to go to mOA coz eds told hat she was there having a seminar. but since keith was so tagal and its kinda dark na that was past 6pm na i felt lazy na.. uhm.. she told me na sa RP nlng kami pumunta. then she fetch me up in my dorm. umaambon pa. wat a freak! LOL. then while on the cab na we decided to go to MOA n nga lang. its kinda magulo ha. ahahha.. and thats final. i was really excited to see eds and her classmates: janel and clad. they were my friends in fs and multiply. thet were really nice! love ko sila.. ehehhe.. i was really loud pa sharing stories to eds about manikurista. ahhahah u know him!
[clad,me,keith,eds][me,keith,eds]


[janel,me,keith,eds]

finally i meet this two gurls.. who always comment on my page..:0 love them! sana more moments pa with them.. di kami maxdo ngkasama kasi they goin back to batangas pa.. they really really nice. we belong.. u think? ehheh...

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 10:04 PM|
Friday, February 8, 2008
the vow
current mood:happy

last night i was deeply HAPPY.. know why?remember my last entry "can you please tell me?".. coz i really dont know hom im gonna PM him. LOL. and with all my cerebrum and strength i PM him..saying, if we could be friends.. then last night when i was about to close my account in fs i have a new message. i jst thought that it was from yssa. but hey it's fom him! LOL.. yeah im perfectly happy last night. he replied, "i do. hahaha".. so just like a vow in married! LOL. hahaha..:0 then i PM him again, i gave to him my ym. ahah. im so malandi. LOL.... happy happy tina!:0 he made happy tlaga and minsan depressed. but u think i really like him? or what? all i know now is im happy... happy. thanks for everyone who replied in my recent post bout how to PM him. much love guys! balitaan ko nlng kayo if i won this game. LOL

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:08 AM|
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
why? as in bakit?
current mood: SAD

im about to sleep na but twin texted me. she told me to check jason's fs coz BEST have picture on thre. so i checked it. ngdlawang isip pa nga ako if im goin to check it. but i decided to check it n nga lang.. then. look what i see.! they were really look alike.. who? my freakin' ex! LOL.. as in non nakita ko un pic ni BEST im getting sad.. then naiiyak na ko. corny? dramtic? the hell i care. bakit ang dami ko pa rin namemeet na resemblance ni jet.? it' started wit tatsi.. then DON. then now BEST. what the heck happenin on me! ayoko ng ganto. naiiyak tlaga ako. i dont know wat to say. i dont know tlga. i dont like him. he's just nice to me. u think we belong? NO! hell. bakit? bakit? puro nameeet ko kamukha ni freak! kakainis. i want to be over wit him n nga eh. im over wit him n. but still, his here.! ang dami dami naman pwede mameet why un resemblance pa nya!? as in im cryin na while doin this. i hate fuckin feeling. you wanna see them? ayoko nga.. ayoko mgkaron ng kahit anong picture dito si freak.. this blog is for DON.. im sad sad sad TINA..:(
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:11 AM|
can you please tell me?
current mood: nervous

OMG.. i was really excited. just finished fixin' my mail. coz before i cant send a message in friendster and now PWEDE na.!LOL. i want to PM him. but i DON't know what shud i tell him. how im gonna ask him if we could be friends? textmate?lovers? LOL.. uhm,.. just changing ideas. u know. im so malandi ba? u know what i like him talga, eventhough my friends will tell me, " he"s panget nman ah", "he looks like beggar!", "DON't waste your time on him. di namn kagwapuhan".. yah,. they said those crazy things. but still i like him. idk lang tlaga how im gonna approach him in a way na i wont look flirt. but i think in any ways i will look malandi kasi im gurl. u think? hays.. kaasr naman oh. i want to know his number.. if someone could do this for me? hahahha.. i will treat you for that! hhhhaahha..:o u think? uhm. uhm.. kainis.. can u tell me the bEST line? i want to PM him now. as in NOW!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 3:52 AM|
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
confused?err..
current mood: bored

bored. bored.. im tryin' to think the best blog im gonna post today. but nothn' pop up in my mind. the freakin day! i sleep all day.. 7am to 5 pm. just woke up to have lunch..hell! im so bum today.. last night was my duty frm 10pm -6am that's why i sleep at 7am. i was really "puyat". the duty was benign but i really felt sleepy.. bawal matulog! :0 don't know why confused is the title of this blog. perhaps im thinkin if im gonna post this one. ahahaha..:0 uhm.. i have a quiz tom. two quizes just finish reviewing the medical but the pych nuh uh.. im bored! i want to sleep and sleep again..:0 uhm... i dont know if gonna tell to twin how i feel.. OMG im starting to share it here.. next time nlng if im ready na..:0 it's all about the gimik last friday.. oh clue! hhahahha..:0 anyweis.. im doin fine lately.. uhm,, there's a cute guy.. yeah i think he's cute.. uhm i met him tru twin. eh dyahe he thought i was the tina he really know.. so before sinakyan ko nlng and yesterday i confessed on him. uhm it's fine naman were doin great pa rin..:0 u think he likes me? LOL.. im really confused! vdays is getting nearer and nearer! i like DON so much but how im gonna get that freakin guy? LOL..:0 hay bhala na nga si wonderwoman! hahaha.:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:07 AM|
Saturday, February 2, 2008
realizations:
last night umiral na nman pagiging emotera ko.. LOL. yeah. mgkatext kami ni twin and ang dami ko narealize. she had a problem.. and im olweiz here for her. love love ko un super eh! ..:0 last night i remembered again my freakin' ex.. bitter? nuh uh.. just an expression.. LOL..

  • why should i feel BITTER if he feels better?
  • there's no such thing as FAIR in this freakin' world
  • nothing lasts forever
  • why do all good things come to an end?
  • why should i let him control my life?
  • who the hell he is to accused me on something i never did?
  • don't be slut, just flirt a little
  • the BEST thing is yet to come
  • don't worry im NOT looking forward to be with you again

just little realizations that made me over with him.. STOP. being a fool gurl..:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:43 PM|
party gurl:0
current mood: irita!

yeah.. naiinis ako. as in super! naiinis ako sa mga songs ko na naririnig kasi pang party lahat.LOL. me hang over pa ko bout last night.. i hate it tlaga! i wanna scream! LOL. last night i was totally happy! to the highest level.. i don't know what should i feel right now. all i know is im irritated! err.! hate you TINA! amft..:0 nagalit sa sarili? hahahah..i miss him. him him and alone.. :0 naiinis ako sa mga lalaki n mhilig mg bar. they were so flirty. hahaha. even the gurls? nuh uh? wacha think? hahaha.:0 grrr. i don't know how im gonna explain what i feel. i like him or not? should i? ang labo kasi! haahhah..:0 kakairita talaga. twin. i need you. hahaha.:0 im so beggar. kagani lang i was happy then now im getting sad. i don't want to feel this.. ah kaninis! huhuhuh... asa pa! what should i do? who cares bout this?no one read this. hahaha.;0 hahahahahah aaaaahhhh naiiiiiinissss ako! i want to scream! i want to party again! adik! it's just like i take ecstacy last night kasi super duper uber high per ako. hahaha.. BEST! havin fun? amputa interlude! hahaha./ fashionista! no ugly allowed! amft naiinis talga ako swear! i have nothin to do again tonight! mgahapon nko OL. and it sucks! i want to go out! who gonna come with me? ahahha.. naiinis tlaga ako! party like a porn star! hahaha..im a flirt ba? wala nmn ako ginawa bad kagabi basta lam ko im so mean. hahah i hate it! tina wake up! what happened to you? asar naman oh! errrr.basta i like like like????? like what? who? ahahhaha..adik na naman ako!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 4:11 AM|
ladies night out..:0
tina_best

ladies night out! party mode mean gurls..its oyr first time to gimik na kami lng 3. altogether were 3. hahah around 12 mn. were on guillly's na. and guess what were so mean. why.. ?coz si mr. libre is there. yeah we invite him. that's so weird. till now i got irritated every time i remember him. aft. mean tlga! here's the story, he told us he will bring friends (cute friends) hahaha... but he didn't. anyway, that's not the issue. he's the issue. so feeling.. errr.. yeah im definitely mean this time.. this time lang. hahaha.. thanks to best (jason) he came.. and we make takas takas over mr. libre. hahaha.. the songs in guillly's were so boring. i can't relate. ahahah..we transfered to decades. yeah we love the music there but it's too crowded..too hot! hahah..sa guilly's naman too cold. ehhehe.. not too perfect. anyways i really really have fun last niladies night out. it's our first time to gimik na kami lang tlagang 3. altogether were 3.LOL. fun.fun. party mode mens gurls.. around 12mn.ght.. uhm. almost 2mos rin akong di nkagimik.. yeah we hang out pero puro inom lang not dance to the max. hahaha..:0



are you ahving fun?(interlude sa videoke).. i think almost 20x namen nasabi yan line na yan.. hahah.. and BEST.. every body's BEST. uhm.. (namiss ko naman si best simoun).. i found a new BEST. si jason. haha. don't know why i called him best. ahaha.. we love the way he tell us "best sori naman". just like were best na tlaga. hahah.. friend xa ni paw.. and he seems nice naman.. uhm..:0 his classmates were also there. aun he introduce us to his friends. si other BEST na all throuugh out kasayaw ko. haha. best rin tawagan namen.. haha..:0 it made me laugh talga. i feel crazy last night. ng boost out ako! ahaha.. too creepy pa..:0 super super happy tlaga.. i love my means tlaga..:0 the BEST! hahha..:0 i think i miss best. ahaha..;0 praning.. just like i take ecstacy last night. hahaha


we don't have money na..LOL. ubos pera! ahhaha... super tipid kami the other day sa pamasahe then then gastos glamour last night. hahaha.. that will be the 1st and last gimik na?? tlaga lang ah.. hahahha... i love love it tlaga! happy! im feeling so happy! do we look mean ba? hahahha! were nice naman di ba? we love trippin's ahahhah.:0 until the next time we hang out. peace! the BEST!:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 1:30 AM|

♥boston drama♥
TINA is her name.. 20 years old.pure Filipina..kid at heart
wants to be a future RN..drama queen..but mostly EMOtera.
princess in my story..dreaming to live in NY.
wants to be wife of Chase Crawford
artist in her DREAM.

♥LOVES♥
♥being simple ♥magazines ♥chocolates ♥photography ♥my ipod ♥my family ♥my friends ♥watching basketball ♥movie marathon ♥blogging ♥surfing ♥starbucks ♥fries and ice cream ♥pizza and cake ♥pillows ♥letters ♥swimsuit ♥beach ♥sunset ♥to mingle ♥parties ♥clothes ♥to travel ♥shopping ♥gossiping ♥flipflops ♥staying late at night ♥cp ♥internet ♥korean novels

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