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| Wednesday, January 28, 2009 |
This day is not a good day for me.. Early this morning I got 2 bad news. Someone is back in town and he got a new tattoo. And Lao, the barista in starbucks already have a gf. Then I think, the hell I care for them. They should not ruin my day, ayt? The real story is, I was wondering if I was a good friends to my friends. Last night Disah asked me, "Mahirap ba kong kaibiganin? ". Then I told her that we will not be friends for 7 years if mahirap siyang kaibiganin. yeah! were friends for 7 years and I really treasured her. She's my good friend, and in the group she is the most "pikon" ever! hahaha We always have a small fight but just say one sorry and we gonna embrace the whole world again, that's how were friends are. I know I'm not a good friend, but at least I'm trying to be one.I'm a Bipolar, I have a really bad tempered and I wonder how my friends stick on me, then lately I was asking them if mahirap din ba ko kaibiganin. Edlyn said that I cannot please everyone, only those have defects in mind cannot appreciate the real me. I hate users, I hate craps, I hate pretensions, I hate liars... Friends they were important to me second to my family. I spent my whole life with my friends. Friends who appreciate who you are, who backstabb you and those who can lean on everytime. Everytime?? Another question in my mind. Then suddenly I remembered my friends who were busy with their bf/gf. Sometimes I cannot feel them, I feel I'm alone. They were so much dedicated to their partners, But I cannot blame their love for them. Sometimes, I just wish they were here because I really missed them.And sometimes I got mad because the time they can only remember me is when they need an advise because they their loves one left them and now they turning back on me.. Does it sounds crazy? Maybe I am, maybe the problem is me. It's all in my mind.. But I really don't like it.. Maybe I'm not in their position right now, because I am single. If you gonna ask me to choose between my bf or my friends, my answer now is I'm gonna choose my friends. Bf come and go but real friends stay. Maybe I'm not sure, but I gonna tell you I will not trade my friends for anything. They are my life, they complete me... And then I'm gonna say,"People not always leave,some stay. " Labels: love |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:07 AM| |
| Monday, January 26, 2009 |
I'm back in my mood.. I bet I'm gonna write a good one today.. It's past 9pm, I'm back in Manila, stuck up here in dorm.. Aika is insisting me to come with her, another drinking session because tomorrow is their 1st monthsarry. *kilig. but I preffered to stay here.. As well as honeythei waiting for me in her dorm, of course another drinking session. :D I went in province this weekend. I'm so excited going home coz finally I'm gonna watch season 5 of OTH.. My life now is dedicated in that tv series. I love gossip girl but OTH is much love, everytime Im watching it, it touches my soul. I think I'm one of them..And after this blog is finished I'm gonna watch Season 6. can't wait for that.. :)) BTW, I'm not supposed to be back today in Manila, I don't have class but I felt boring in my 2-day stay in home. My home sucks! People were busy in their lives. My mom was busy chatting with our neighbors, my sister was always sleeping and sometimes she joined me watching OTH. and My brother is busy in her playmates. OH everyone sucks. and I need to be back in Manila. It's not nice to be back in home... :(( This afternoon, while I'm on my way in Manila, There's so many things that pop up i my mind.. It's about who I am, about who I am becoming... *Lately I don't know myself. I'm being selfish.. I'm a 4th year nursing student, few months from now I'll be graduated. But still I can't figure out myself working in a hospital, saving lives of other people, sleepless, haggard and really dedicated in my work. I'm so scared that in my one mistake I'm gonna kill someone. I really want to help those who are in sick but I'm really scared, scared in committing mistakes. I'm liable in my every actions... Im not good in it, even in emotions. I hate watching Grey's Anatomy, it's my fear. Fear in sense that someday I'm gonna be one of them saving lives of people and I can't do nothing and just stare them because of panic. But them (medical team) were really good in saving lives, and me I think I'll just screwed up.Hell no! till now I don't know what to do. My classmates said that there will be a job fair in school tomorrow and I don't know if I can make it.. Good luck on me! :] P.S I have a new haircut. And it sucks! I really don't like it! I screwed up again.. :(( Labels: freak |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:29 AM| |
| Saturday, January 17, 2009 |
1. My revalida. okey. with Ms. David. palpak and the rest ok naman. haha last one nalang in tuesday ok na un revalida ko. worth it naman un pag gising ko ng maaga at pag rereview. oh di ba.. kahit naman di masyado but still ngawa ko pa rin ng tama un ibang procedures.. :) 2. Pathophysiology. the 11 patho killed my night.sleepless night! what the fuck!haha hay I'm not sure if tama un mga nagawa ko. ang hirap hirap kaya.. grabe. but I submitted it on time naman. sana tama naman un mga un. pinagkahirapan ko un. hahah and another set of items for next week. haha.. 3. Tuition fee. ok. this morning I got my exam permit. pwede na ko mag exam this monday. kasi akala ko hindi ako makapg-exam kasi di pa dumadating yung pera ko. the issue on money is still unresolved. wala pa din un monthly allowance ko. so mega tipid ako..:p Then I thought.... This past week, wala talaga ako kapera pera. pero alis pa rin ako ng alis. One week akong asa harbour square. wtf! di ko lam pano ngyari un. my friends never leave me. kahit wala akong pera sinasama pa rin nila ako. haha LIBRE! un un eh. hahaha but I really treasured them. much than ever! :))  [jigger.tina.mitch] While doing my pathophysio @ starbucks, super nagulat ako kasi nakita ko don si mitch and jigger. the lovely couple ever. 3rd year anniv nila that day. howww sweet! haha naalala ko 3 years na din un EK namen. na super road trip lang kasi pag dating namen sa EK closing na. hahaha Then.. last night. since wala kami pasok today, again asa harbour na naman kami. as usual inom na naman kami. parang wala namang bago.haha ang bago is nadala ko un cam ko. di ko nakalimutan.yahoo! ahhahaha galing galing ko raw. :)) So mega pictorial naman ever. before we go there napag-usapan name na aral lang talaga kami sa starbucks and uwi din kami ng 9pm kasi nga sunod sunod na un sleepless nights namen. hahaha..pero wala din nagawa. napainom pa rin kami. till 4am. ang saklap! hahahaha  [mga feelingera mag-aral..LOL] OO. nag-aral kami. kunwari lang. haha non mga 10 pm na. cge inom na lang tayo. grabe. palong palo na naman. hahahah kahit 3 lang kami. gora pa din!:))  [ayan na talaga ang totoo. lasenggera!] I won't drink daw. pero kapag andon ka na pala, balewala din. mapapainom ka pa din. di makapalag. hahaha. pero tangina. worst night ever naman eh. kasi basta. me mga taong 22 years old na pero grade 3 naman ang utak. hahaha peace! Im so mean.. amp.. so pamplipas ng stressed nag-ikot ikot muna kami. hahaha     trip trip lang. haha me amats na daw eh. trip to corrigidor pero closed na. sayang naman. ahaha. next time na lang. taeng aika to. un bell sa sa may BPI gusto din kuhain. pantay na pantay pa un pag elevate ng legs namen.hahaha at tong patty na to hiniram pa un walis at dustpan sa manong maglilinis. hahahah kenaman talaga! :))   mamatay ka naman sa lamig sa harbour. hahaha grabe. belong na belong ba sa jacket. para daw kamig sasayaw. LOL after namen uminom..sila lang pala. ahahaha kasi konte lang tlaga ininom ko. kawawa na kasi sarili ko. 4am umalis na kami. natulog kami sa lodge ng 3hrs. the cheapest. beggar mode para mg diamond hotel. hahahaha makaidlip lang kahit konte. ok na. badtrip kasi dorm namen me pa curfew pang nalalaman. amp! hahah then un nga by 7am pumunta na kami sa school mgbayad ng tuition. then i got my permit na nga. after that, we decided na mgjogging kami sa perimeter ng malacanang. hahah walang ligo ligo ha. di pa talaga kami umuwi ng dorm.. LOL. so then, sabi ng guard san daw kami punta, sabi namen mg jogging. natawa xa kasi dahil sa attire namen. ahha para daw niloloko namen sila. hahha but then on. ng jogging nga kami. hahahha     Lakas trip lang.mga adik talaga kami. ayaw umuwi ng dorm. at ng jogging pa talaga. haha pinasok namen un siranga baricade. baka hulihin kami. mgrally na langa kaya kami no? haha me pawarm -up pa si Aika na nalalaman. haha ayos naman get up naman sa jogging di ba? haha natatwa pa kami kay Aika. nakailang take ng pic don sa jumping kasi di xa lumulutang di niya kaya sarili niya. hahaha ang bigat kasi.LOL buti pa ko. hahahhaha   After jogging, we really felt tired sino naman hindi di ba? takteng coke vendo yan. di gumagana. ahahah we end up tuloy sa SM. napadpad pa kaming SM ng hindi naliligo. hahah.. the END. ntatamad na ko.h hahaha ng ending is I called mom, saying wala na talaga akong pera. hahahha yan na lang muna. super haba kaya neto. comment ha! :)) Labels: chill |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:06 AM| |
| Sunday, January 11, 2009 |
hey hey.. it's freaking cold now.. It's Sunday, and I have a 7am class. grabe. super nanginginig un tuhod ko this morning while taking a bath! pobreng dorm walang heater. haha "beggars can't be choosy", remember! hahaha.. :)) After our class, we attended a mass. hay.. I feel renewed. may ganon? haha kasi kanina nafeel ko na nakafocus tlaga ako sa mass. yey! :)) After lunch,Paw asked me to go to a money changer. for her yen. she's beggar na rin. hahaha Unfortunately, all money changer were closed. too bad! hahaha ................................. I really felt lazy today.. Natatamad ako mg-aral for my revalida tomorrow. ang dami pa naman non. but swear, after doi this Im gonna read them all.. hahaha BEat it baby! :)) i Need to focus. this is the last. konting tiis na lang.right?? :)) kasi every time Im about to read I felt sleepy. major tranquilizer talaga ang reading. hahahaha teka.. mag-aaral na nga ako. I want to post something here lang. hahaha P.S. may confession ako. I smoked again. 2 nights ago. kasi Ilove the black menthol. ahahaha Sorry.. :p  I want again it. ubos na kasi! haha i got one pack from Aika's Bf.from Japan...at si Patty nghanap kanina sa mall wala xa mabili. Whose from Japan out there or someone who have it. Give me One rim. LOL. hahaha I just want it. BAD.. :)) Labels: freak |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 3:36 AM| |
| Friday, January 9, 2009 |
FRIDAY. We don't have class because of feast of black nazarene. I'm really bummed here in my freaking dorm.. uhm. I decided na. i gonna sangla may fone. kachorvahan lang. so patty and I look for a pawnshop. it will be my first time. I dont know how. nkakatawa but I need money until Jan. 20. then my samsung fone, P1500 only. wtf.i thought it's kinda 3k plus. ang mura grabe! then kelangan pala kasama un charger. i forgot to bring it. malay ko ba. hays. balewala rin un pagpunta namen don. and non pabalik na kami sa dorm nahulog pa ko sa kanal. un left foot ko. namali ng step. it sucks! really.. it'smy karma i bet. kasi natatakot ako don sa mga deboto ng Nazarene. naka bare foot lang sila. ang beggar tingnan. PEACE.. i just don't get the idea of it.. LOL. Friday night. off to party. NO MONEY.still! :( but I guess we will be goin to harbour, with Aika and Paty. kapal muks ko sumama wala n nga akong pera. bahala. kasi we need to shot raw. kasi broken hearted daw si Aika. hahaha uhm. freakin ex slut of her new bf. LOL. I don't know what to do. Im freaking bored here! I wanna go out! I need money. I wanna get home... As paw said, "Mabuti pa sa probinsya di mo pproblemahin yun pera.Libre pa yun kain.".. hays.. I missed my home.. :( Labels: freak |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:23 AM| |
| Thursday, January 8, 2009 |
ok. i got a big problem. always. MONEY. one day pa lang ako sa Manila then un na kagad ang problema ko. wtf!.. i just have 1k in my pocket. then i need to pay pa 300 for the lost cam. shet. then 700 till sunday. kaya kaya? huhuhu... i dont want to ask my mom some money kasi she knows and I know pinapadalhan ako ng dad ko ng money. eh hello ubos na nga. 27 pesos na lng sa atm ko, hahaha i know it's too hard. nababaliw na kaya ako kakaisip pano ko ibudget yun remaining money. amp talaga. huhuhu... i can't think now how i will earn money.. benta ko na kaya sarili ko. hahaha wala bibili sa taba kong to. hahaha seriously, i need some money. wala akong choice. benta ko na lang kaya mga gadgets ko kaso hahanapin nila saken yun eh. sangla ko na lang kaya un fone ko? u think? mababaliw na ko. nag tagal naman mg Jan. 20 para me pera na ko. huhuhuhu... then I need to pay my tution pa. mababaliw na ko.. hahahaha teka wla ba kayo suggestion... PLEASE... Labels: freak |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:58 AM| |
| Wednesday, January 7, 2009 |
hello 2009. hello fellow blloggers. im back!! :) start of classes tomorrow for me. kasi wala pa rin akong sched ng duty. sh*t talaga, namimiss ko na un uniform ko.. :) 2 and half mos. na lang ang ipapasok and hopefully grad na ko. yahoo!!! :D ok.im here again in my f*cking dorm.. MALAS.. why??? naconfiscate un mga illegal aplliances ko. un laptop at flat iron ko. DAMN.. as in! gusto ko tuloy maiyak pag higa ko sa bed ko. grabe naman ang salubong saken ng new year. wala na nga ako pera then kelangan ko pa tubusin yun. hays.. PERA pa rin ang problema ko till now. everyday! LOL. gusto ko na tuloy bumalik ng bahay.. kung nalaman ko lang kagad na walang pasok this friday sana di na ko bumalik dito sa F*cking sh*t na dorm to!!!! kakainis.. pano ko tuloy plantsahin uniform ko bukas. huhuhuhu wala din ako pambayad don.! hays grabe. mababaliw na ata ako. hahaha parang hindi ata maganda un pasok ng 2009 saken. amp... I know i screwed last year. and this year will be my best year. I'm goin to fulfill my parent's dream.. 2009 graduate. and board passer. awoooh! hahaha I BADLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.. :)) Labels: chill |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 3:12 AM| |
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