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| Saturday, January 26, 2008 |
just finished cleaning my jungle room.LOL. i got irritated because everytime i will see a strand of hair. of course it's mine. pakalbo nlng kaya ako?ULOL. hahahha..while cleaning my closet i saw something that reminds me of him.. guess? it's my old simcard.DAMN. every now and then there's an urge to call him, just to check how's hess been. after we break up i decided not to call him anymore that's why i changed my number emmediately.. as everytime i will the old simcard i was tempted to call him. but im tryin not to. i don't have any news from him. it's almost a month. sometimes i want to text his ate or kuya or even his mom just to ask how he doin. but i guess he's ok namn. perhaps he's also busy in school. just one sem and he will be graduate sad part im not with him anymore. . i can't forget the time when his mom was very thankful to me because i made him back to school again..:0 you know the feeling that you already dialled his number but you ended it again because you realize that it won't make any sense. he never call or texted me once. guess. i changed my number. but last week he texted me on my other number which he knows that i will always that. STUPID TINA.. the message is he's asking me till what time my duty.well the feeling is intense. i replied till 2pm., why? he replied again, "nothing.im just asking." i never replied anymore. so what's the sense of asking. he never greet me on xmas and new year. then now.. i hate him. . i admit i still love him but not like before that im deeply inlove with him. i don't care if he's goin out now with other girls. just life. hope they will be ok. justa wild guess..:0 i just want to talk to him somehow. i still want to know if he's still bitter on me.. for no reason! tha't's the thinking of guys. we can't do nothing about that...  i want to let go all the emotions.. it's been a month of crying, feeling depressed and left alone.. it's time for myself. i live it up again. i won't be stuck with him forever. nothing last forever right?? such a wasste of time thinking of him every moment. . i can do better.. baby i can do better without you.. il start my life again, without you, without our memories. "this is the end of everthing you've said. of everything you've gained,of everything you promised. this is the end of everthing i cared, of the times i believe, of the times i loved.this is the end of our silly games . of all our lies, of all our pretensions. this is the end of my fantasies, of my hopes, of my dreams, this is the end of our hurtful feelings, of our sweet missery, of our numbing bliss,. this is the end of you and me.. of us." goodbye bitterness .outlive the undeserving..:0 Labels: bitterness |
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