| my cerebrum starting to function again.. this blog is getting worst. di nyo ba napapansin? before i was really excited posting entry here bout DON but things are getting complicated..or should i say it's getting worst..suddenly this blog talks about about my freakin ex. i promised pa before that i wont be posting anything here about him. but it's getting worst. i can't help to think about of him. i hate myself for doin this. pero its getting harder if di ko xa ilalabas..(arti).. my mind is getting complicated.. there is someone told me that there is no such thing as complicated. tayo lang ang ngpapacomplicate ng situation. sounds harsh right?but its pretty true.. agree with me? we made problems that we cant solve. i admit. im like that. hindi naman dapat problemahin pero pinoproblema ko. pati nga problema ng iba iniisip ko pa rin. tas un problem ko mismo hindi ko masolusyunan. it sucks!... though my mind says stop but my heart wont agree.. it still insisting. ang weirdoo ko no? oo ako n nga.. then me something pa na gumugulo saken.na i dont know if i have to tell that pa.. super.. hirap.. emotina n nman ako. nakkainis lang kasi. to feel this things is parang mamatay na ko. think positive un naman palagi sinasabi nila saken eh. pero they dont know how i feel. the PAIN.. its subjective nga daw eh... so no one can explain this kundi ang sarili ko lang. wat a freak mind! hey tina stop fooling around! i hate my heart..i hate everyone now. i hate him. for doin this to me. for left me hanging on a string. for making me stuck up. but i guess it's my self alone who could help me o fix these things.. i was inviting DON to my heart pero... SAKLAP.. ulol. hahaha... Go on tina.. life is a mess.. ahhaha... trust me guys when i say im fine..(neyo)... ill be better..sooner... Labels: emotina |
