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| Monday, March 10, 2008 |
and now. back to normal. it will be our last week in school. woot!♥ i love it. after the defense ,party mode again. and i am excited for that. ♥. but the whole day i was windang. hmm. why? here's the story. wat a freak.♥ ♥i know everyone here had a best friend, either a guy or a girl. i got one guy bestfriend. his name is simoun but i used to call him "tinky". why? becoz of the teletubies. because they were the choices in our exams. we laugh so hard bout that. what a crazy choices. LOL.♥ ♥he was my classmate/seatmate(2nd year-1st sem). hmm.if were not a seatmate i guess we wont be bestfriend. and were seatmate only in one subject. at first i dont find him cute.LOL. he knows that. but he was really kind. he rides on my jokes.my corniest jokes. and after class (9pm) sabay kaming umuuwi.. isnt it sweet.? that's our routine. we text every night. he was corny also. then our classmates noticed our closeness so they start teasing us and make different stories bout me and simoun ..(inggitera). since that di na xa sumasaba saken unuwi. but still we still texting each other. ♥ ♥he was my classmate for just one sem. after that sem di na. but still ngtetext pa din kami. minsan ngkikita pag my time since were on the same university.♥ ♥we already celebrated our first year anniversary last june 2007. as bestfriends. we dont know what our real status. since i have a bf that time. and him? he was single. he was the one who come with me on the mall, who helped me to buy shoes, who eat with me, who laughed with me.. i was very vocal to him when it comes to my feelings. after jet and i broke up, i said to him everything how i feel towards him. that i like him. yeah it was true. but he doesnt believe me perhaps he knows me as a player.amp.♥ ♥this january, i asked him to tell me how he feel. he just said "wala akong feelings kahit kanino.wala akong nararamdaman,kung un ang gusto mong malaman." i asked him again, "even to me?", and he replied, "oo kahit sayo." tears fall on my eyes. it hurts. i was just only a bestfriend to him. amp. ♥ ♥after two weeks he told me, "b' me sasabihin ako sayo.". i asked him what it is. he said "me gf na ulit ako.". oh what the hell he's talking about. isnt he said that he dont have feelings for anyone and then now hes telling me that he had a gf na. wat a freak mind he have! ♥i accepted that fact. it's ok an with me. actually they were 2mos na nga eh. so who cares bout that. but he's treatment with me never changed.im glad for that. and guess. before he had a gf we have an agreement that after 10 years we will get married. sweet? hahaha. i asked him if he beieves on that. he said he was hopeful. it melted my heart.♥ ♥♥this afternoon we have a silly fight. because i asked him to wait me in manila since we never seen each other for a couple of months. but he said that he will go to laguna na raw. i got angry. he's excuses! amp. if he don't want just tell me di ba? and we argue pa with different stuffs. until he said "b' kung me chance ba ko dati mging gf ka?", i was shocked for that questions. windang.♥.. i asked him wat he means bout that. he said, "non classmate pa tayo or after non.". i just said that i have a bf that time. and he just told me that he dont have a chance. i said to him, "ngyon me chance na, kaw naman un di pwede.".. he said na it was happened lately. after 9 years we will have a chance. amp. asa pa. until now i feel mad with him. he's not texting me pa. naiinis talaga ako. kaasar.amp.♥ bkit ganon? palagi nalang opposite. sana ng gf na lang xa non time na my bf ako. bakit nagon pa. di ba? he was always saying pa na selfish daw ako. and hindi ko mgets un kasi he never expalains.. hay. windang. windang. Labels: wwindang.praning.LOL |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:26 AM| |
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