fresh from my 10pm-6am duty.(ER)..feeling toxic!:P

im not sleepy!! dunno why??!!still kicking at this time. yeahboy..

anyway i just wanna share something that really confused me this past few days.there's a guy (let us call him "C") that i met recently. hmmm. he's not cute but a certified hottie in town.(kapal nia..) he keep on texting me,sending jokes..he know's i love jokes. yes! he's kind, i think..:p should i say i wish. hahaha.. im having a goo d conversation with him everyday but later on i found out that one of my so called friends was close to him.i was shocked! really!...i don't know how should i react. am so affected? im not! uber..the trouble in my mind is that there something fishy going on between them. the hell i care? hahaha. hey im not jealous or what. i just don't want that i'll be close to the guy that my friend really likes..it's kinda awkward right? she knows that were texting. im shy to her, if i knew it before i won't text that guy talaga. ayoko ng ganon! :p then the other night i deleted his number. i told myself that i wil never ever text him again. for the peace of mind! haha.. then i received a quote from unknown number, then i asked who he was. then he replied, "it's C, binura mo na ba ko?".. oh f*uck! bakit ngtext na naman xa. and bakit nreply ko pa. badtrip no. then i just said that i changed fone and his number was my other fone. hindi nakasave sa sim. ok. nkalusot. haha hindi na kami gano ngetetext lately kasi ayoko na talaga mainvolved sa kanya and sa kanila. im not bitter ha, ayoko lang may masabi un so called friend ko kasi boylet nga daw nia un. :p.. hay.. nawiwindang ako. ngiinarte lang ako dito. topak kasi! yaan nio na nga lang. i just want to share lang naman..:)... i'll just take a sleep n nga lang.. for this day sana di na xa magtext..hays... i deleted again his number but i don't memorize it huh! hahah..:)