This day is not a good day for me.. Early this morning I got 2 bad news. Someone is back in town and he got a new tattoo. And Lao, the barista in starbucks already have a gf. Then I think, the hell I care for them. They should not ruin my day, ayt?

The real story is, I was wondering if I was a good friends to my friends. Last night Disah asked me, "Mahirap ba kong kaibiganin? ". Then I told her that we will not be friends for 7 years if mahirap siyang kaibiganin. yeah! were friends for 7 years and I really treasured her. She's my good friend, and in the group she is the most "pikon" ever! hahaha We always have a small fight but just say one sorry and we gonna embrace the whole world again, that's how were friends are. I know I'm not a good friend, but at least I'm trying to be one.I'm a Bipolar, I have a really bad tempered and I wonder how my friends stick on me, then lately I was asking them if mahirap din ba ko kaibiganin. Edlyn said that I cannot please everyone, only those have defects in mind cannot appreciate the real me.

I hate users, I hate craps, I hate pretensions, I hate liars...

Friends they were important to me second to my family. I spent my whole life with my friends. Friends who appreciate who you are, who backstabb you and those who can lean on everytime. Everytime?? Another question in my mind. Then suddenly I remembered my friends who were busy with their bf/gf. Sometimes I cannot feel them, I feel I'm alone. They were so much dedicated to their partners, But I cannot blame their love for them. Sometimes, I just wish they were here because I really missed them.And sometimes I got mad because the time they can only remember me is when they need an advise because they their loves one left them and now they turning back on me.. Does it sounds crazy? Maybe I am, maybe the problem is me. It's all in my mind.. But I really don't like it.. Maybe I'm not in their position right now, because I am single. If you gonna ask me to choose between my bf or my friends, my answer now is I'm gonna choose my friends. Bf come and go but real friends stay. Maybe I'm not sure, but I gonna tell you I will not trade my friends for anything. They are my life, they complete me...