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Thursday, January 31, 2008
treat at sbux manila..:0





2nd day of fair. di kami pumasok. cindy, paw and meann the looked for a condo unit somemwhere near in mendiola.hindi n ko sumama kasi i know pglalakarin lang ako ni cindy. LOL. then a friend of mine as me that he will treat me in sbux i told him that i will bring my friends. it's ok daw. (galante).. LOL. anyweis i never see him personally so wla kami idea how he looks like. haha.. EB? no! hahah.. kelangn namen ng me manlibre samen. uhm he's nice. ng kive nga sila ni twin eh. ehheh. u know paw naman she's very "flexible" hahahaha..:0


we know "napasya" nmen xa.. we have a great time hang out @sbux with him.. he's nice. xempre nanlibre ba naman.. ilan ba kami. tatakaw pa namen. pero kakahiya kaya. hahah..:0 hay.. super duper saya namen kahapon. were so clumsy p nga in sbux. kakahiya. para kaming pg. haha..:0 i love the frap..uhm.uhm. hahah.. gutom p nmn ako khapon pero kakahiya na. hahah..:0 pag dating pa lang nya sabi nya "ang dami nyo naman" hahah...really funny uh! hahah













it's my forst time to hang out meanne.. she's cindy's sister.. she's really pretty uh.. and hey! she looks like angel locsin. no doubt bout it.. i like her.. nice and prim..;0 she's voice is really malambing..:0 i love it! and you know si mr. manlilibre pag dating nya napansin nya kagad si meann he told me us me kamukha raw si meann na artista si angel locsin daw. aahhaha..;0 got it boy! ehehhe..:0 and non paalis n xa he wants an autograph from meanne. hhahaha.. love you gurl!:0.. pero best sila ni twin. hahaha..;0 haha.. sabi nya ke meaan maganda raw si meann, cute raw si cindy and makulit daw si paw. hahah.. we laugh out loud for that. and me.. he sigh like "alon".. what the meaning of that.. "di daw sigurado" wlangya xa. hahaha..;0

happy happy...they sleep over in my room after that.. and we can't forget mr. libre. hahahah... love you twin, cindy and meann,,:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:42 PM|
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
1st day of fair..

it was our first time of fair in Laco. uhm.. boring. beggar. lhat ng negative description pwede. nilait b naman. hahah.. it was not the fair im expecting. hahah.. uhm nasanay lang ako sa bongacious na fair before sa lasalle.. oMG. i miss my high school days. fair was the highlight of the year. but this time. di tlaga ko ng enjoy. we decided to have attendance nlng. then we went to mcdo. we gambling again. ang kapal ng mukha sa mcdo pa ng gambling di man lang kmi ng order. 1 large fries lang. . haha..:0 ang beggar. as usual, paw won again! hate it. hahaha!
as in nkakapgod tlaga.. then we went to sm. haha.. cindy told us na di xa bibili ng anything pero apg dating DON todo bili. hahah. and my 50.oo amft, nauwi sa worst. un headband kasi, maxdo kmi ngsigurado ni twin. hahah pero i enjoyed the day. not in the school hahaha. ngbasketball kami sa quantum sumkit un arms ko. haha. wlang exercise kasi..LOL... super tipid p kya kami. tapos un 50 ko pa. amft. ahhaha.. then balik na ulit sa school. eto pa pguwi nmen we don't know na wlan plngjeep n dumadaan DON goin to mendiola. nglakad pa kmi from sm center point to santol st. amft. super init pa nman.. amft. hahaah. lanya cindy ka. dinamy mo pa kami sa katipiran mo. LOL. then super pagod di ba, sa baba ng dorm nila twin tumambay kami DON sa may tindahan. ng ordre kami ng coke, then nalkalimutan namen pay. haha.. super late n namen naalala un.LOL.

hay hay... super tiring. nghanp pa kmi ng condo.. 10x ata kmi ng taas baba sa stairs hahaha..:0 super talga.. pag datig ko sa dorm tulog kagadd ako. pero i enjoyed the day tlga with paw and cindy. i love it. adding sa mcdo. sm. jolibee. quantum, condo hunting. watch basketball sa gym. !

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:51 AM|
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
confession..XD
current mood: depressed

i hate this feeling! i told myself na iwont be depressed na ulit, after ko mgapacheck up i promised to myself that il be fine..that everything will be ok, that il handle it properly na. but here's again. eto na naman! nararamdaman ko n nman. SAD. tosay was my last day of rotation in perps.. uhmm. it's not about my duty,. it's all about HIM. my bestfriend. is anybody here knows him.. perhaps, no one.. im really tired kanina after ng duty ko. sobrang sakit p ng ulo ko. the story is here. mgkatext kami kagbi,, before i go to sleep. inatake n nman ako ng sumpong. ang tagl kasi nya mgreply. then i told him. ngatatampo n ko sa kanya. kasi lately di n nya ko tenetext... ngiinarte lang daw ako. kasi akala nya palgi tinitrip ko lng xa pero that time seryoso na tlga ako.. until nakatulugan ko na xa na badtrip n badtrip ako sa knya. then early this morning mgkatext kami. so we continue are conversation un npautol nga kagabi, he ask me if im ok na. sabi ko yeah im doin fine na. actually im fine na tlaga. ngsori n nga ako sa knya. then he told me he was here in manila. kasi DON n xa palge ngstay sa province hindi kasi xa ngenroll for this sem. then i was shocked p nga. then i asked him what he's doin here. he told me namimiss na raw nya gf nya. yeah! he have a gf na. later n lng yun. i got jealous p nga non nlaman ko n ng gf n ulit xa kasi yoko nga kasi feeling ko mabablewala nako. xempre pambansang bestfriend lang naman nya ako. then i replied him ang sweet naman. he said back na xempre love ko eh. so nagulat n naman ako. kasi before that sabi nya di naman daw nya love.so nguguluhan na talga ako.. but before that i asked him "kung lam nya un feeling ng me gusto ka makuha pero hindi mo naman makuha". he asked bakit di ko raw makuha. sabi 'ko kasi he doesn't like me. sabi nya bakit raw. i told him kasi me gf n xa. sabi nya "sino ba un? un dati mo pa bang crush un?" sabi ko, "nope. new friend."
(kahit ako ngugulhan ako s mga sinasabi ko sa knya.i don't know whos im pointing out.si DON ba o xa) then he asked me. "love mo na?". i replied "i just like him. gusto ko lang na saken xa.". he told me that im selfish. sabi ko lam ko naman un. then naputol n un text namen coz we have a case pres. then after that pagcheck ko ng fone ko, me text ulit nya. nwrong sent xa. un text nya para sa gf nya. saken nya senend. i send it back to him. then sabi nya wrongsent nga daw. after readinh his text i feel really jealous talga. nainis ako. but im still pretending. i replied pa nga sabi ko. nice.love it. di na xa ngreply. then till now naiisip ko pa rin. after that text hindi n kami ulit ngtext. yeah i want totext him. pero gusto ko muna malaman bakit ganto un nraramdaman ko. to be honest, he's really special to me. alam nya un. i like him. nice xa sken kahit araw araw nya ko inaalaska. pero mahal? i doubt it. hindi ganon ka intense un feeling. siguro ngseselos lang ako kasi iba n ngayon. dati kami lang, ngyon me gf na xa. wala na ko sa story. gets? hay.ayoko n nga muna xa itext. naiinis pa rin kasi ako. hindi man lang din nya ko tenetext. ASAR!.. hay tina gumising k nga... im not totally depressed naman tlaga. im really sad lang tlaga. nillabanan ko n un feelings ayoko n ulit mgkasakit. hay hay buhay oh!... what will be his reactions kaya if he read this. if his friends read this one. hay.. ang tanga tanga ko! pero wala pa ko sinasabihan na me gf na xa. ayoko ipagsabi. hahahah! basta ang gulo gulo.. windang~!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:33 AM|
Monday, January 28, 2008
love it!:0

heya. heya... nothin' much to do.. uhm.(tinatamad lang tlaga mgreview) LOL.. natatawa ako kay ate mitch she told me kasi what comes up in my mind daw why i have differenr shades of lipstick.uhm. nweis natripan ko lang naman kasi. hindi nman talga ako mhilig mglgay ng kung ano ano. LOL. i just remembered my prof. in humanities (2nd year college). she entered in the room wearing brown lipstick (mukha xang mga 25 years ng smoke) LOL. she's pretty. but, belong nmn nya un lipstick. haha.. then, last week gimik night i tried to use my brown lipliner. i put it over my lips and then my dormate said to me, mukha akong adik. ahahha.. one time in school, i used that one too. my classmate told me that "bakit naman ganan un lipstickk mo?para kang kumain ng chocolate!" hahah.. and others classmates were staring at me. hahah.. uhm.. weirdoo! i told yah!.. then yesterday i wear it againn when i went to the mall. then i saw melvin (the kid), he told me "ate mukha kang ewan!". hahah,, then kit told me "napasobra naman ata pagkabrown ng lips mo'. hahah.. and those people in the mall were staring me too. uhm.. i guess they told themselves "adik sigurro tong babaeng to.walang magawa sa buhay!". hahaha... anywies i don't care what other people might say as long as im enjoying what im doin. ayt? pero minsan ntatawa rin ako sa trip ko. hahaha.. the other night we hang out i wear naman th e red one. as in RED. haha. i look pokpok raw! hahaha.. i don't like much the red one. i really want the brown! i lvoe it.. hahaha
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:09 AM|
which is which?



which hairband you want?LOL. wala magawa no? uhm hindi lang ako makamove on DON sa hairban na tiningnan ko khapon sa mall. i really love it coz it's really cute tlaga. guess how much..it's P600. ahm. mura lang. hahaha.bu't i won't waste my money just for a hairband! damn. hahaha. me mga hairband din nman ako but not that expensive. P10.00 nga lang isa yan mga suot ko n yan..(bukod sa middle picture, bigay ni cindy yn suot ko). hahaha,,, di ba tama naman ako? beggar kasi ako kaya i can't that buy that one. sayang di ko napicturan. haha anyweis 2x ko n binablikbalikan yun. gusto ko kasi tlaga. haha..:0 ngpamahal siguro un mga bato nya. hahaha..:0 i asked kit nga to buy me, napapraning daw ako. haha..yeah praning nga! ahhahah

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:24 AM|
Sunday, January 27, 2008
28 things GIRLS must know!
Guys hate sluts even though
they
have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if
you've slept with more than 6
guys..you're a HOE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to
your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.

>>ILOVE IT!TELL ME YOU LOVE IT TOO! lol..:0
(got it from ate mitch's bulletin)
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 11:36 PM|
a day with keith..;p
current mood: tired and wasted..;0

single na kasi so we have time na ulit to bonding) hahaha.. we planned to go to trinoma but since she was so tagal (umuwi kasi xa sa batangas) we decided to meet up in buendia nlng and go to MOA. ang traffic sobra.. me parade kasi ng sto. nino.. ngparade pa sila near in my dorm tapos ngmamadli n nga ako. as in nkipagsiksikan ako sa kanila.LOL. then non asa taxi na ko taga beda pala un mga ngpprade. LOL. non lang ako nahiya. hahaha.yeah i love beda guys.. ahaha..(i won't forget the guy na naksabay ko sa jeep taga beda rin xa, resemblance ni ex) ahahah.. nweis we decided nlng to go to rob mla. so from trinoma, then MOA to kuya ok lang daw mgpicture kasi un iba bawalsa rob kami bumgsak. ahaha...shop. and shop. excuse me it's window shopping nga lang pala. were beggar! ahahha..:0 ikot.ikot. haha.. then we went to motorola shop. as in antuwa ako don sa fone..ang laki kasi sobra! ahahah.. nabano? adik! LOL..thanksim with keith this afternoon. . routine na namen to every sunday.. mall hopping and a dinner date..(were boths the story is not about them. haahah... so super traffic n nga in taft. then almost 6pm n kami ngkita ni kieth we. xa pa nga ngpicture samen ni keith..:0




we ate at kenny. i treat keith. routine na un, kasi lat week si keith naman ngtreat saken sa max. tapos naisip namen si disah. we texted her sabi namen asan xa ksi asa kenny kami sa trinoma then ngreply asa kenny na daw xa. hahaha.. nagoyo n naman namen xa. kasi asa kenny naman tlaga kami sa rob lma nga lang. hahah.. kasi knina pa x a2pm ata asa trinoma akala nya kasi DON kami pupunta ni keith. ahhaha.. hay disah. slowest k n namn. love it! ahhaha...


pacenxa na ha. beggar kasi kami ni keith..:o and were on a diet mode, hahah. ako lang pala. sa uulitin keith. nice dinner again..:0 love it! much love!





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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:36 AM|
Saturday, January 26, 2008
accusation
current mood: sleepy

just woke up yet still feel sleepy. i have a class this morning from 8am till 12pm. i feelt sleepy when i came here in dorm so i decided to sleep. just woke up because someone texted me. my fone was near on my ears pala. kaya naman pla ngising ako.LOL. a special friend text me. ngrereklamo. haha. if she could read this one baka mabatukan nya ko. don't want to mention her name. she told me that her bf was acussing him again. just like what she told me before. i just replied :iwanan mo na". yeah im not on the mood to explain her, kasi nga kakagising ko lang. wala pa un momentum ko mg advice. then she replied "papatain na raw nya, hulog daw nya sa escalator". so i guess mgkasama sila that moment. i replied again "how he coud love you if he doesn't trust you or accept you?". she told me that her fbf really accusing him.(on something, very confidential).. uhm.. tinamad na ko mgreply. hahaha.. kasi parang paulit ulit nlng.. yeah i know the feeling, my ex bf was like that. he always accusing me on something that i never did. TH talga xa. always!.. now it's about me and my ex bf. LOL. im just wondering why guys are all like that. is that their nature? why they always asking women's past but they don't want to talk about their past. unfair right? there's no such thing as fair in this world like adrian said to me. i just realize that if they always accusing us (girls), are they really love us? what they want on doing that? why it's hard ffrom them to believe on us. everytime we have a fight it's realy hard to explain with him. he doesn't want to believe me. he feels that he was always correct. and tha't's bullshit. amft. here again i remember all those silly fights.. ayoko na nga...":0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 11:32 PM|
i'm a flirt..:p
HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.

2. He hits you alot. (just play
hitting )

3. He uses the first thing that pops
into his head to start a converstaion
with you

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that
day she picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go
see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you
couldn't get another girl pal to go and
didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh anyway
even if he gets hurt in the process

7. His voice gets softer when ever you
two talk.

8. You hung up on him. He called you
back.

9. You were invited by him to a group
outing.

10. He called you to talk about nothing
at all.

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do
laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you
laugh even harder...

12. He remembers little things you
mention in casual conversation

13. He sometimes stares straight into
your eyes.

14. He uses every possible way to touch
you (your hair, face, thighs,
KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not
just a nick name.

2. She hits you softly on the arm and
laughs when you say something funny.

3. She flips her hair when she's
talking to you.

4. She touches your arm when she talks
to you.

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you
who I like!" with a big smile on her
face.

6. She asks you who you like or who you
would go out with seemingly interested.

7. When you go to the movies with a
bunch of your friends and she is almost
always next to you.

8. She criticizes you on a girl you
like.

9. You catch her staring at you.

10. She plays with your hair or tries
to put make up on you.

11. Her friends outside of school and
in school know about you, and says she
talks about you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number and
address. ( stalker much? )

13. She will try and talk, and spend
time with you as much as possible


>>>don't be slut, just flirt a little..

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 4:01 AM|
the urge..nuh-uh??
current mood: relax..

just finished cleaning my jungle room.LOL. i got irritated because everytime i will see a strand of hair. of course it's mine. pakalbo nlng kaya ako?ULOL. hahahha..while cleaning my closet i saw something that reminds me of him.. guess? it's my old simcard.DAMN. every now and then there's an urge to call him, just to check how's hess been. after we break up i decided not to call him anymore that's why i changed my number emmediately.. as everytime i will the old simcard i was tempted to call him. but im tryin not to. i don't have any news from him. it's almost a month. sometimes i want to text his ate or kuya or even his mom just to ask how he doin. but i guess he's ok namn. perhaps he's also busy in school. just one sem and he will be graduate sad part im not with him anymore. . i can't forget the time when his mom was very thankful to me because i made him back to school again..:0 you know the feeling that you already dialled his number but you ended it again because you realize that it won't make any sense. he never call or texted me once. guess. i changed my number. but last week he texted me on my other number which he knows that i will always that. STUPID TINA.. the message is he's asking me till what time my duty.well the feeling is intense. i replied till 2pm., why? he replied again, "nothing.im just asking." i never replied anymore. so what's the sense of asking. he never greet me on xmas and new year. then now.. i hate him. . i admit i still love him but not like before that im deeply inlove with him. i don't care if he's goin out now with other girls. just life. hope they will be ok. justa wild guess..:0 i just want to talk to him somehow. i still want to know if he's still bitter on me.. for no reason! tha't's the thinking of guys. we can't do nothing about that...


i want to let go all the emotions.. it's been a month of crying, feeling depressed and left alone.. it's time for myself. i live it up again. i won't be stuck with him forever. nothing last forever right?? such a wasste of time thinking of him every moment. . i can do better.. baby i can do better without you.. il start my life again, without you, without our memories. "this is the end of everthing you've said. of everything you've gained,of everything you promised. this is the end of everthing i cared, of the times i believe, of the times i loved.this is the end of our silly games . of all our lies, of all our pretensions. this is the end of my fantasies, of my hopes, of my dreams, this is the end of our hurtful feelings, of our sweet missery, of our numbing bliss,. this is the end of you and me.. of us."

goodbye bitterness .outlive the undeserving..:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 3:26 AM|
korean hottie:p
Seo Do Young
(a.k.a. Christian in Spring Waltz)

Joo Ji Hoon
(a.k.a. Gian in Princess Hours)

RAIN
(my lovely rain)

GONG YOO
(a.k.a. Arthur in coffee prince)


Lee Dong-uk
(a.k.a. Julian in My girl)

i was really fascinated in korean drama. i love those korean actors. they were always "suplado" in their role but deep inside they are such a great lover. how i wish Filipino actors were like them. for the whole day i can watch the entire story without break. haha. pinagpupuyatan ko yan..:0 hope, someday i can got o jejou island.LOL.




(Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:28 AM|
Friday, January 25, 2008
does it makes sense?
current mood: sad, angry, frustrated, irritated

why?i wake up early just to prepare my math class. all i know it will start by 12pm but guess what it starts at 11am. i was 1 hour late. i went to school by 12pm and i don't see anybody in our room,so i texted my classmate if we have a class. she saud we have, they were on the computer lab so that's why they were not in our regular class room. she told me that they started at 11am. i got irritated. i got mad to myself. why i don't know this. PUTA!. LOL. i decided not to attend my class anymore because im very late. im one hour late. baka pagalitan pa ko. wag n lnga pumasok besides i think he will consider me absent because i was one hour late.. amft.. i still have class in 3pm but it was suspended daw. don't know why.. naiinis talga ako.! im ready to go to school today, im on the good mood, before i sleep last night i told myself that im gonna go to school today. because saturday class for me is really boring.! when im on the mood ganto pa un ngyari! who won't be irritated right? FORGET IT!


well, im not really on the good mood. im frustrated to what happened today. i don't know!. i hate college days...i wish i was still highschool. if i go to school in the morning till afternoon na un. i won't be absent. but now. im tempted to be absent for the long breaks. i fell asleep and when i woke up i was late for my next class. it really sucks right?kainis! im getting 20 by april yet im still childish. i don't know if somethingc changed with my attitude. i should be matured enough and more responsible right? but i can't feel that im already 3rd year college that i have to focus on what im doing. for me everything is just a game. il just study if i know i have to do but when laziness strikes on me oh well i won't go to school and sleep all day!...i hate doin that but i hate not to do that. yeah i don't like a long hour lecture.just give all your notes and il just study it for myself and il be ready for the quizes. i hate boring class. the professor is a big factor on me also the classsmates and the environment. i was weirdo?right?

during my highschool days it was really memorable. i do have lot of friends. i was inspired to study more becasue they were very supportive. i have a barkada in school and when i go to my dorm i have lot of ate's of who helped doin my assignments and projects. that was the scenario.i never felt alone and sad that time. i have a great companion all trough out in my highschool years.but now i felt alone. just because of the battery exam everythings changed. i was transferred to other school that it's very hard for me to adjust. suddenly i noticed that me, myself was already changed. the happy one became the sad one. yeah i felt depressed everytime my class was over. im very thankful taht cindy and paw never leave me. they really made me happy every now and then. without them i know i won't survive. they were my strenghts. i treasured them a lot. the only difference in y high school life and college days is now i learned to be more independent, i have to work for myself, i have to be courage because my future lies on me. on highschool for me everything will be easy. just one click and evrything will be ok. but now i have to be more responsible. i just have one year if was lucky enough to be graduated. there are many times that i told myself that i will study hard and focus on my studies but yet i ca'n't reall do. the problem is on me. im lazy. i hate my self for that. amft...

hay.. bahala n nga. i want to sleep again.. back to my bed..:0
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:48 PM|
red or brown?


which lips you preffer the red or the brown one??
hahaha.. wala talaga ako magawa this moment..LOL

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:30 AM|
feeling better..:0
current mood: chillin'

i have nothing to do this night. it's friday night but i preffered to stay at my dorm. i don't want to abuse my self..LOL. last week everynight i went out, tambay, inom. i don't have enough sleep and i got sick. but now im feelin' better. i went yesterday in UST hospital to have a check up in a gyne. i have menses for 13 days and it flow too much. yeah! im bleeding..!LOL. i don't want to share what my doctor did to me yesterday. errific! LOL..:0

yesterday, after goin in the hospital i fell asleep by 7pm perhaps im really tired. but i woke up by 11pm. . i really feel ill last night. i did not review for my return demo for this morning. i just woke up early. but guess what the ret dem was cancelled. but we do have a quiz after the lecture. i don't know if i got passed because im really sleepy during the lecture. everyone feels bored when he's the one is lecturing in front. i don't want to mention his freakin' name..:0

anything good happened today??
yes! i just hav one class, from 8am to 12pm.
no ret dem.
3pm class was cancelled.
and we
GAMBLING..!
me, twin and cindy were gamblers. hahah..product of boredom. we play adding. and guess what i lost P20.00. LOL.. twin won. im the mastermind of the game but i didn't won. i just learned this game from jason. we always play this during our spare time in our duty hours. i won over them but with twin and cindy i lost. hahahah... terrible!...


i have a good mood all over the day..:0 i hope it will be same tomorrow. happy weekends..:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:08 AM|
vulnerable..;(

1.letting go of a person you've just
learned to
love-


2.reminiscing the good times you shared together

3.shielding your heart to love somebody

4.trying to hide what you really feel

5.trying to hide the tears that involuntarily
fall from your eyes

6.loving a person too much

7.giving up someone you never thought of giving
up

8.having the right love at the wrong time

9.taking the risk to fall in love again

10.hiding your relationship from someone else

11.controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a
friend

12.thinking of him every waking and sleeping
moment knowing all the while that he never even
thinks a single thought of you...

13.letting go because everytime you see the
person you only fall deeper

14.holding back only to find out when it's too
late you both felt the same way but were only
scared to lose each other so much that you
didn't let the feelings out

15.falling in love with someone you didn't mean
to fall in love with

16.finding the perfect guy with only one
problem he doesn't love you

17.helping the one you love court your friend

18.seeing the one you love crying for someone
else the waiting also hurts like hell

19.Having to hear "... I've met someone"

20.Agreeing to her wish to 'just be friends'.

21.asking his freedom back because 'he'd be
happier with her'

22.Asking you to forget that everything happened
and be normal friends again

23.hearing that you're treated as a little
sister

24.sharing his future plans for the girl with you

25.YOU STOPPED BEING FRIENDS BECAUSE
HIS
GIRLFRIEND ASKED HIM TO!!!

26.being denied in front of people

27.telling you lies where he'd been when
actually he was with a 'new friend' or an 'old
flame'

28.he told you he'd be leaving you to return to
her ex breaking someone's heart

29.fighting for that one thing that would make
you happy that is holding on to a person who can
not guarantee you his commitment unless he fix
himself...then, you are left hanging for the
moment...then he says, time will tell, but you
still decided to hope in him and trust him...

30.PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're
dying

31.PRETENDING to be strong.... and
RECOGNIZING
your weakness

32.lying in bed each night, thinking of that
special person you can never have...

33.being with someone you can't actually love...
34.pretending you don't love a person whom you
actually love...

35.BEING IN LOVE...

36.letting go even if you really don't want to...

37.having no right to say you are hurting
because it was your decision

38.seeing the person you love hurt because of
you... and not being able to help that person...

39.having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the
person you love and finding out afterwards that
things will never be the same again when he
doesn't treat you with the same closeness as
before

40.having to face the fact that someone is
capable of completely destroying the wall that
you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and
vulnerable

41.admitting that you love someone despite his
imperfections

42.finding out that the more you try to hate him
the more you end up loving him perhaps even
more
than before

43.realizing how stupid your mistakes was that
led to your break-up

44.the thought that this guy, used to really
love you and you loved him as well but you
didn't give enough and he gave up on you

45.sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else

46.Making a promise and realizing that when the
time has come for that promise to be delivered
the commitment is no longer there.

47.The hardest thing about love - believing it
exists

48.After you've been hurt, learning to forgive
learning to trust and love again.

BUT THE HARDEST THING REALLY IS
LEARNING TO
LOVE YOURSELF!!!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:39 AM|
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
10 things i love and hate him.
LOVE

1. the shaggy hair. yeah i definitely love it! it makes him hot.hahhaha.. he's so cute when he wears headban or he have a pony tail same as mine (pink). i made him kikay too. LOL.

2. the eyes. his chinky eyes that makes me weak everytime he looks at me. hey! don't get him mad because you dont want to see his eyes while his mad he looks lie a devil. ahhahaha...

3. voice. he have the voice that will make the gurls fall in love. that's why i love him deeply. every time he will sing OMG i melt. i love the way he sing the song "until the day i die". it curse me. hahaha...

4. the way he text me. early in the morning il receive a text from him saying "have a great day honey! i love you. be good in school." an inspiration in going to school. same with him.

5. his corny jokes. he have a lot of corny jokes. he's really a funny person. wag lang susumpungin.LOL

6. asaran. the way he said to me "ang taba mo naman. kitang kita na bilbil mo". hahaha.. i said back to him "bakit ang panget mo naman?" hahaha..

7. landi moment. when we talk over the fone he always said to me "bakit ang landi ng boses mo sa fone kapag kaharap na kita di ka naman ganan. kaw ha..me binabalak ka". hahha.. he's always asar me.

8. food trip. we love tokyo tokyo. rice all you can. were both matakaw kasi..pretzels in auntie annes also.. ng aagawan pa kami ng dip.. hahaha

9. movies. he love watching movies. and guess what the movie he wants to watch are romantic movies. creepy! ahahha.. we wont forget the movie my super ex gf.we laugh out loud inside the movie house.


10. music. EMO!. yeah rock! hhaha.. were very compatible when it comes to music..:0 were both music lover. to live is to die..:0

HATE

1. moody. i hate him when he's mad for out of reason. pati ako dinadamay nya. kapag masama gising nya he won't talk to me for the whole day.

2. mahigpit. uber! don't leave in your dorm unless he knows and you will back very early.kung ayaw mo mapagalitan ka.

3. no party at nights. no gimik allowed! stay in your dorm. matulog ka kaung wala kang magawa. he's really mad while saying that. kaya hindi na ko ngpapaalam sa knya. LOL

4. dress.don't wear anything that will make you look sexy.. jeans and shirt only. "hindi mo ba naiintindihan ang daming bastos na lalaki jan sa tabi tabi gusto mo pa bang mapaaway ako?". hay,.. OO. d na. hahaha

5. 6pm in dorm. by 6pm you must stay in dorm. "gawin mo na lahat ng gagawin mo sa araw.kung kelan gabi na tsaka pa lalabas unless ako ang kasama mo." OMG. parang diet. after 6. ahahhahah

6.silly fight. i won't forget the way he said "wag mo nga ako gagawing tanga!". kaya hirap na hirap ako mgexplain sa kanya. he doesn't understand me.

7. jealous. typically seloso! "wag na wag kang sasama sa bestfriend mo na yun.gusto mo bang upakan ko un?". why he's mad at him right? ..

8. he made me cry. he doesn't want to see me crying. mababaliw daw xa. guilty! ahhahaha..

9. suicidal. everytime we will have a fight he slash his hands.. crazy!he's afraid he gonna loose me..

10. after all those things he left me. he left me hanging from a string. he made me believe but he just give me lies. i hate him! nothing last forever.


>>>after doin this it made me cry again. i just remember the happy and sad moments with him.

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:17 AM|
pathetic:(
yeah i feel sad now. i felt terribly bad. im afraid what might happen to me. there are many things that complicate my mind. i don't know what should i feel, what the first thing i should do. all this emotions occur when jet leave me one month ago. i tried to hide the feelings. i don't want anyone to be pitiful with me. it sucks hearing pitiful words from them.that's why it's hard for me to share my problems. i may look happy all days in school, laugh out loud with friends, night out gimiks with barkada but i don't know if they can notice the sad part inside my heart. it's hard to accept the reality that the man i love before is not at my hand anymore. yeah i sound pathetic n nga siguro. but it's true. there's still a hope in my heart that someday he will come back and ask me to forgive him. i do love him. i know i have mistakes in our relationship but he never tried to understand me. i know he's just selfish and i can't let go him in my mind eventhough i know he hurt me so much. i felt depressed everytime i will think that he leave me for just stupid reason. it's almost a month since he leave but still i can't move on. it's hard before you go to sleep you remember the times you spend with him and it just made me cried over and over.i don;t know why i shared this story here and i don't know who are the people who might read this blog. they will be pity with me or they just ignore this one? it sucks. i know it's wrong to feel this. but i can't let go the emotions. lalo lang ako nasasaktan.and im afraid what might happen if i continue to feel this one. i don't want anyone to be hurt and i don't what to be hurt at the same time.alam kong mali pero hindi ko lam kung pano ko gagawin.ang dami problema. sobrang dami. why should i feel this emptiness? i know im bad but i don't deserve this. why?? ayoko na ng ganto kasi masakit na tlaga. hirap na ko. paulit ulit ko nlng naiisip un. i don't want to suffer severe depression. i dont want! i dont want anymore to cry every night. i waste a lot of tears . please GOd help me to overcome this emotions. :(

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:45 AM|
confused
current mood: sleepy.

but im trying to post a new blog here. don't how to start. weird. i felt bad yesterday. i was sicked. i vomit 4x during my duty hours in the hospital. why? don't know. my body is starting to collapsed. thnik so. i have a period till now. 11 days and it's not normal for me. i don't know why it's happening. i just drink for 3 nyts consecutively, dont have enough sleep. or shud i say i really don't have sleep. after night out derecho na sa hospital for my duty. and it was really suck! i felt ok in my first duty and the next day OMG. i don't feel well. my CI advised me to have a check up in an OB. im afraid what might happen to me. BAHALA NA..:(

want: to sleep.

i felt tired. im stressed. im depressed. im nervous.

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 1:38 AM|
Sunday, January 20, 2008
thank you.. i love it!:0

1.my loving family. they always there for me. they stand for me.they continous supporting me. they expect a lot from me.they taught me a lot. they made me a better person. they made me happy and angry at the same time. for the kulitan moments with my siblings(kevin and karen), my "sumpong" with my mom. and bitter sweet for my dad. i love them.
2. tropang pride. the barkada that i can say that it will be forever. 6 years with them is totally outrageous! definitely happy. they are my second family. through sad and happy moments we stick together. hang outs that never been complete. tampuhan.secret revelation you don't wanna miss.!the palnned gimiks we never had! LOL. thank you guys..:0 (anne,disah, eds, keith, and the loving mommy, yssa with amber)

3.mahmen.the weirdoos because the way we laugh. our trippin's were really crazy. tambay under the tree with fine arts. every single moment in the class room. chatter.cheater. LOL. lovelydays.gimiks.swimming.foodtrip.exhibit.love them all!(bff mitch,ruth, laine, jigs, shane,pauala, tel,guada and jm, jigger, and ate riczie)




4. cheetah gurls. the gorgeous friends i have.they are my companion after my great fall and in my greatest achievement in life. fabolous and vain cheetahs. smoetimes were bad cheetahs but i assure were the best cheetahs in the universe.(paw my twin, cindy, alex and des)

5. my flipflops. my pair of havaianas and ipanema which my dad never failed to buy. everytime he will port to brazil he never forget to buy us pair of flipflops. and i love it!




6.ate reya. the wonderful ate in the whole wide world. she's my biggest adviser in my damn life.LOL. we have many similiraties in life especially in relationship. ahaha.. were really twins.. if she felt bad now ur prettty sure that i also felt bad.i love the strenght she shows me everytime problems arises. she's my biggest "sandalan". i wish she's my real ate.

6. simoun. tinky winky. guy bestfriend. the bestfriend who alyways made me asar and pikon. LOL. but im lucky that im her bestfriend. ne never failed to text me and share different stories. as im doin this blog we have a small fight. hope we can fix it. sad.

7. my ipod. can't live without music. to live is to die. music is my life. musics were dedicated to my life.and my soul is belong to those musician. love it.

8.my digicam. i love pictures right? im outgoing person and i can't live without it. taking pictures is my passion. these are the memories that i will keep forever.

9. tatsi. i was his great stalker. i love him. i was obssesd with him. LOL. he's the coolest guitarist in earth.:0 he's the type of my guy physically. love the shaggy hair. hahaha!

10. don. resemblance of jet.he always reminds me of him. (silence).

11.timog. the place i mostly hang out. especially im depressed. inom. inom. dance till you drop. you'll love it!

12. cellphone. the thing i can't live without. any phone will do. important is i can text and call. daming load dapat. ahhahaa..

13. greenhills and divisoria. the place where i mostly buy my clothes. cheaper yet pretty. it is better to be wiser. LOL

14.korean novels. adictus to korean. LOL. i love those korean beauty. want to go to jejou island.SOON.

15. chololates. the only thing that will make me silent. especially with nuts and almond. love them.

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:45 PM|
Thursday, January 17, 2008
ms. depressed
we hang out last night at quattro with wynona. jan jan and adrian.. (jan jan and adrian were my new friends).. they pick me and wynona at our dorm by 11:30pm.actually we waited for so long.. 10pm were almost prepared.. excited?LOL. ahm.getting along with new persons is not easy.. at the quattro we started drinking except wynona because the fact that shes's allergic to any kind of liquor..i drink.drink and drink. im not doin this when im hanging out with ate and the rest of the gang..LOL. i just dance and dance.but last night, i just drink and drink. ahaha.. we talk a lot of things. and one time i found myself sahring my story with adrian. the breakup of me and jet. yeah i still remember those times. it's almost a month that we broke up but it is still fainful. i gain a lot of learnings from adrian. tru him i learned the other side of the guys. their perception in love.. i guess it's really unfair.. gurls gave all the guys want but wat guys do they still hurtin' the gurls. adrian said that there's no such thing fair in this world. i know he's just protecting their side..LOL. he told me that why i should be depressed when i know that the i guy i love never want me back again.why should i think of him if he doesn't think me at all. guys hurt too but they were not showy on their feeling because its something like that their ego as a man will be degrade as adrian said. but why their such a thing like that. why should be like that..he added it's not easy for a guy to cry in front of their friends unlike girls they can cry and show their emotions.. i really felt better after hearing those lines from him. he said also that il be thankful that jet leave me earlier bcause i don't deserve to feel this things. if jet doen't trust and accept why i should love him. right? people do mistakes.. i have to move on, he said. last night was my happy moment.. i release all my feelings. it's easy for me to share this problem with guys because i know they could understand me better..:0 the sad part is i vomit wat i drink.. ammft..:0 after that night i have a big helping hand from those new friends.. and he called me ms. depressed..:0 and the worst part is i got absent in my NCM class and i don't have a ret dem..i don't know now what to do i still dont feeling better now.. i want to sleep.and sleep..:0/tina

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:54 PM|
it's over
OMG.
this week is a toxic week..:9 i have my duties last monday and tuesday from 2pm-10pm at OM-ER. you can smell all those unpleasant smell you wish you couldn't smell in your entire life..LOL.:0 wednesday is the start of the of the midterms exam. thanks God i just have 2 exams..NCM302 and the freakin' MATH..today i have 3 exams.. all of them were my major subjects.. amft..:( i answered those questions with all my cerebrum but yet i can still feel that i failed the exams.. im hopeless.. POOR TINA.. i swear i review a lot. i fall asleep last night with my books in my face.. i just have 3 hours of sleep and when i go to school i have a BIG eyebags..LOL. at this afternoon i have a practical exam in my speech class. i felt nervous somehow. i have to read a synopsis in front of my classmates with intense emotions while reading it. i pick the hard one..and it sucks..! i asked david if we can exchange, he said yes.. OMG.. thanks to david.. he was great reading his synopsis.. i just read a poem "she's only a mother". i did'nt read it well.. i just got 85%.. POOR TINA again.. afer class cindy and I went to st. jude. i miss the place.. i haven't go there for a long period of time eventhough i was very near there. BAD TINA..:0 i was thankful that the midterms got over.. but guess wat. i have a return demo tomorrow at NCM302. it sucks! i wanna rest.. i want to sleep for 24hours.. LOL. but im planning to go out tonight. i wanna treat myself.. LOL.. wynona and i were plannin' to go to bar. so tina drink until you drop! hahahha... i miss goin' out. for the past weeks.. i dedicated my self more in my studies but it's now the time to enjoy! ahahhaah..:0 oops..
DONT FORGET the RET DEM TOMORROW..
i can't wait for weekend.. i wanna go home in batangas..:0 i miss our house. i miss the foods. i miss mom, karen and kevin. i miss my room eventhough i havent sleep in there. LOL and of course i can't wait to see dad's gift to me.. plenty of HAVAIANAS! ahahha... ilove it!... the chocolates too.. mushi mushi..:0
saturday! here i go.. ahahahha
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:10 AM|
dreamin' of you..:(
Every girl dreams that one day shewillfind a boy that does these things forher. Even the smallest action can havethe BIGGEST impact in someones life
give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

leave her cute text notes.

kiss her in front of your friends.

tell her she is gorgeous..

look into her eyes when you talk toher.


• let her mess with your hair

touch her hair.

just walk around with her.

"FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"

look at her like she`s the only oneyou see.

tickle her even when she says stop.

hold her hand when you`re around yourfriends.

when she starts swearing at you, tellher you love her.

let her fall asleep in your arms..


get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

stay up all night with her when she`s sick.

watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

give her the world.

write her letters.

let her wear your clothes.

when she`s sad, hang out with her.

let her know she`s important.

let her take all the photos she wants of you.

kiss her in the pouring rain.

when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

i made this for DON..hope he can read this one..:0

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 1:06 AM|
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
teardrops on my guitar

(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:42 AM|
Monday, January 14, 2008
kikaydon@seventeen:0



(Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:31 AM|
Sunday, January 13, 2008
guys rock!:p

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TATSI

what is about musician that makes TINA swoon? Maybe it's because every gurl secretly want to be serenaded. Maybe because TINA hoping they'll write or even dedicate a song for her someday:0 Maybe because any guy playing a musical instrument instantly becomes ten times sexier. either way, these boys are just easy on the ears as they are on the eyes.




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DON

(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:24 AM|
the history of this site..:0
wondering why i have this kind of blog? uhmm... i made this site for everyone.. i love blogging.. tru dis i can write and share my emotions and thoughts to everyone.. even im sad or happy.. or most of the time i really felt depressed.. or im just really EMOtera lang talaga..:0 if youre tryin to look on the bottom part, u will see my first post which is "i think i like him".. this blog is also un my multiply..(http://kikayqt16.multiply.com/).. i was really excited doin this blog.. it is for DON.. kasi di ko mapakita sa mga friends ko friendster si don.basta ayoko.. he doesn't know me nga tapos ibebenta ko pa page nya.. haha..:p u can DON's picture right?:0 i know DON cannot visit this site kasi kundi nakakahiya.. hahah..LOL.. can't you see i like him so much..uber.. if he can know my feelings lang talaga.. im sigle but im not desperate..LOL..:0 anyways.. last night.. i was really busy doin this.. hindi ko maayos ayos. haha.. inabot na ko ng 4am, pero sana ok na to senyo.. ang corny ba? bagay ba un BG sa ugali ko? parang hindi di ab?but i love beach..:p.. basta.. un lang.. sahre ko lang senyo.. wala kasi magawa.. atleast you know di ba..:0
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:18 AM|
Christina Ricci VERY HOT sex scene with Justin Timberlake

Christina Ricci VERY HOT sex scene with Justin Timberlake

>>mabilis nga lang.. hahah.. bitin daw..:0 haahha

(Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:10 AM|
Saturday, January 12, 2008
clumsy and gimme more


gimme more

clumsy

(Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:16 AM|
tina @ prince gian


emotionally attached to prince gian..:0 can't sleep without him.:
thanks to keith..:0




EMOtera

vAin

fussy

allergic to bullshit
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:47 AM|
Friday, January 11, 2008
the weirdoo one..:0




yeah.. the fussy one became weirdo..OMG. nahahawa na ko sa kanya.:0 i love being creepy na rin. haha..im so happy happy. as in happy.. cant you see.:0LOL.
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:52 AM|

♥boston drama♥
TINA is her name.. 20 years old.pure Filipina..kid at heart
wants to be a future RN..drama queen..but mostly EMOtera.
princess in my story..dreaming to live in NY.
wants to be wife of Chase Crawford
artist in her DREAM.

♥LOVES♥
♥being simple ♥magazines ♥chocolates ♥photography ♥my ipod ♥my family ♥my friends ♥watching basketball ♥movie marathon ♥blogging ♥surfing ♥starbucks ♥fries and ice cream ♥pizza and cake ♥pillows ♥letters ♥swimsuit ♥beach ♥sunset ♥to mingle ♥parties ♥clothes ♥to travel ♥shopping ♥gossiping ♥flipflops ♥staying late at night ♥cp ♥internet ♥korean novels

♥LOVE MYSELF..♥


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