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| Wednesday, April 15, 2009 |
Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 10:02 PM| |
| Friday, September 19, 2008 |
finally C open up with me.. i heard he's sad today.. I'm about to sleep na when someone texted me. It's him! just a quote. then i text him.. me:are you sad? C:hmmm not really.. me: wanna share something? C:it's about B(my so called friend) me:what about her? C:im falling inlove with her.. geez! eto na ang katotohanan. sa kanya na ng galing. how shud i react.. i don't know if ill be sad or what? all i know is my heart beats fast! xet. hahaha do i need to text him pa? shud i give him the right advise?what's wrong with me? diba?i shud help him. me:so what's the prob with that? C:we all know that she have a bf right? aun.. i forgot to tell you guys, B have a bf already! hey help. what shud i say??? me:yeah she had. did she know that you love her? C:yeah she knows. me:aun naman pala eh.. C:hndi ko alam dapat gawin eh. me:i don't know what the right things to say.complicated kasi. C:yup. hindi naman ako ngmamadali. i respect their relationship naman. so C is getting emo right now! haha..and me am just being emotera too.. me:maybe it's not the right time for you and her. ur willing to wait right? C:oo. pero alam ko tama naman tong ginagawa ko. me:it's up to you.if you fight or give up. C:fight fight fight! go for the gold xempre. me:aun nama pala eh go na! hehe i hate this kind of situation.. hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin matantya si C kung ano ba talaga xa for me. am affected? i think i am. i wont react like this if im not. right?i shud be happy for him na lang. giving advise to the one you like about the girl he likes is do difficult.lalo na kapag so called friend mo un rival mo. di ba?im not against with them. ayoko lang talaga napapasok sa gantong situation kasi mahirap,stop it tina! it won't help. :) if they read this they gonna kill me. all i want is share.. im SAD.. "better not mind the thing that depresses you, cause it only makes you weak inside and out." Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:41 AM| |
| Friday, August 15, 2008 |
im nearly to death..i can feel it.. :c i went to province 2 days ago.. im not so aware that we have a family problem and accompanied by financial problem.. so here it goes.. almost our savings were gone. i don't know were did my mom put it. so i just have to believed on her stories to stop the argument. since my dad didn't got much angry with her. i don't know why.. i almost spent my whole allowance in nonsense things. and now regret so much.. dad knows that i have still my allowance for the whole school year. but it almost gone.i spent it on my "luho".. im too shophaholic. party every now and then. and my uncle borrowed 40k from me. and now im cramming where will i get my tuition fee for next week exams.. im gonna die!!! my brother was suspended for 5days. he brought cigarette in their school. damn! he was caught by the sister. my dad got so angry and he almost kill my brother. i have nothing to do but to stop him and cry.. kelan ba magtitino ang kapatid ko???... while having our dinner my brother asked me who is my rumor bf.. i can't utter any words, just tears flow on my eyes.. im so damn sensitive. i walked out and locked my room. i didn't finished my food. i cried so much.. im not mad with my brother. i just hate that no one believes on me especially in my family. how many times i should say that i don't have any boyfriend?why they can't believed on me. naiinis na talaga ako!!!!.. fuck that chismosa! hays... and now.. i don't know what to do.. i just pull the syringe. and inject it to myself.. .. see you on the crossroads..:c Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:01 AM| |
| Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
i meet him after a shattered heart from my ex.. one word that will describe to him is "frank".. why frank? hes just like a storm (bagyong frank)..haha he have a big impact on me on the day he came to my life. but he left me so easily.. he destroyed my life, so mess. he corrupted my mind. he left me more than a shattere heart.. i got more heart now.unlike the day jet and i broke up. but him. we just have 2 weeks but i was taken for granted. i miss him. i dunno y he left me. i need an answer from him.. i want to talk to him but seems he's not interested..:( " i was not prepared again to fall inlove so deep.. but you came unexpectedly.." i just got hurt again.. Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:50 AM| |
| Wednesday, May 7, 2008 |
there will come a point in your life when you'll get TIRED of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything. It's not giving up, it's just a realization that you don't need all those you went after because what you need are those who stood by you even if you NEVER need them..:'( XD  Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:21 AM| |
| Wednesday, January 23, 2008 |
yeah i feel sad now. i felt terribly bad. im afraid what might happen to me. there are many things that complicate my mind. i don't know what should i feel, what the first thing i should do. all this emotions occur when jet leave me one month ago. i tried to hide the feelings. i don't want anyone to be pitiful with me. it sucks hearing pitiful words from them.that's why it's hard for me to share my problems. i may look happy all days in school, laugh out loud with friends, night out gimiks with barkada but i don't know if they can notice the sad part inside my heart. it's hard to accept the reality that the man i love before is not at my hand anymore. yeah i sound pathetic n nga siguro. but it's true. there's still a hope in my heart that someday he will come back and ask me to forgive him. i do love him. i know i have mistakes in our relationship but he never tried to understand me. i know he's just selfish and i can't let go him in my mind eventhough i know he hurt me so much. i felt depressed everytime i will think that he leave me for just stupid reason. it's almost a month since he leave but still i can't move on. it's hard before you go to sleep you remember the times you spend with him and it just made me cried over and over.i don;t know why i shared this story here and i don't know who are the people who might read this blog. they will be pity with me or they just ignore this one? it sucks. i know it's wrong to feel this. but i can't let go the emotions. lalo lang ako nasasaktan.and im afraid what might happen if i continue to feel this one. i don't want anyone to be hurt and i don't what to be hurt at the same time.alam kong mali pero hindi ko lam kung pano ko gagawin.ang dami problema. sobrang dami. why should i feel this emptiness? i know im bad but i don't deserve this. why?? ayoko na ng ganto kasi masakit na tlaga. hirap na ko. paulit ulit ko nlng naiisip un. i don't want to suffer severe depression. i dont want! i dont want anymore to cry every night. i waste a lot of tears . please GOd help me to overcome this emotions. :( Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:45 AM| |
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