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| Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
It's not done.. i fall asleep with my pen and my notebook to my face.It's around 11pm. im so tired kasi. then i suddenly woke by 4:30am and I saw my laptop was still open. damn. i forget to shut down it. hay.. then i back to sleep again.. just woke by 12:30pm. i don't have class today. certified bum again here in dorm..:( Labels: lalala |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 9:59 PM| |
no wonder.. i was late again in my church class. the first time, i was absent.. haha. it's really hard to wake up early at sunday.. its sunday but we still have classes. damn. no rest day. grabe na etech!..:( so i was excited again in my review class. ehem.. yeah its because dulay. just because i miss him. haha i miss his jokes. i don't like the one who lectured us yesterday,.. kinda bit boring. iba pa rin kapag si Dulay. LOL.. we decided to sit in front, very near to Dulay.. just because we want to see him closer. what if his only cute kapag malayo di ba. buti na yung sure. haha... then. im really attentive listening to his lecture. todo notes pa ko. haha .. he's a very good lecturer naman.. he's really cute talaga.. sabi nga ni Cindy pinagpapantasyahan ko na raw. ahhaha hell no! hes so cute lang talaga..geeezzz... he's so rich na kaya at the age of 23 he earned 20k/day.. wtf! hahaha.. so i like him n nga. i like his pocket. hahaha..damn.. i wanna be like him na din. haha but i dont want to be a lecturer. nakakaubos kaya ng laway. haha..:) in his aftenoon discussion i really felt sleepy..by 4pm i fall asleep.. perhaps for about 10mins..di ko na napigilan. tinamad na rin ako mgnotes. hahaha.. then he announced in mic, "madam wag mo akong tulugan".. nagising naman ako bigla..the crowd laughed. hay its so dyahe talaga.. i fall asleep in front of him.nakaahiya ka tina. tinulugan mo xa. haha. si cindy naman kasi pinbayaan nia lang ako matulog. hahaha.. hay dulay sori na ah..:) Labels: adik |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:45 AM| |
| Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
so i keep on smiling now, wondering why it's complicated maybe they have LQ.. haha u know naman how much i like don. my very first blog here is about him. ayt? i found him so cool.. and resemblance of jet. hmpp. cuter than jet. hahha.. oh well DON. im just here for you. haha i wont forget ur message to me. it makes me kilig everytime. haha..:o thanks DON..well i hope you and her will be ok, im not that bad naman. hahahaha... Labels: landi mode |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 4:42 AM| |
| Friday, June 27, 2008 |
"If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other, And we'll never find another.Just realize what I just realized, We'd never have to wonder,If we missed out on each other now. " finally it's weekend.. iM on the mood to do a blog everyday though some was non sense. haha. ive been addicted to blog now..dunno why.. maybe it's because i have nothing to do (im so bum in the dorm), but it much better if ill sleep after the duty right? but i prepared to write a blog before ill take a rest. haha (Addict)..:p
this past days i was so emo (emotera).. i just miss him. him..only him.. hes not mine anymore.. just for one day ive been closer to him. how i wish that day wont be ended. i love him but i cant do anything but cry everynight and wish tha one day he will come back. but i know that he's not mine anymore he's hers. and ill be moving on bit by bit again.. isnt it so sad?:'( Labels: arte. |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:36 AM| |
| Thursday, June 26, 2008 |
it's my first day at the OSTON (pronounce it as bonggang bonggang oston, haha) ... the place? no comment. haha.. u know naman when you heard the word "tondo".andon na lahat..not all people naman..:0 baka magunshot ako neto. haha our area is LR-DR, 2-10pm shift. super hot! amfy!.... uhm well the staff were aproachable.. well im gonna tell you the climax na lang.. toxic kung toxic.. why? because of my mask! damn...! while oil bathing the baby my mask almost cover my eyes na. i almost cry na rin coz its hurting my eyes n nga. so the baby and i cried together. so sweet right? haha.. i felt guilty at the same time because i did not give my full care to the baby because my attention was on my damn mask! argggh! dyahe tuloy sa CI ko. haha.. i hope tomorrow it will be the best. more cases to come..:p ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ pAW'S bdAy.. yesterday was her bday.. we drink last night.. she have a duty (10pm-6am) but she did not attended it. damn! ahaha shes goin to make up it. 3:1.. ahahha goodluck paw! im not on the mood last night..if its not her bday i wont come.. i dunno y. maybe i have the thought na im going to see him.but not so lucky enough he's not there. im sad. yeah im sad..it should be ended.. until next time.. im tired.. Labels: arte. |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:04 AM| |
| Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
i meet him after a shattered heart from my ex.. one word that will describe to him is "frank".. why frank? hes just like a storm (bagyong frank)..haha he have a big impact on me on the day he came to my life. but he left me so easily.. he destroyed my life, so mess. he corrupted my mind. he left me more than a shattere heart.. i got more heart now.unlike the day jet and i broke up. but him. we just have 2 weeks but i was taken for granted. i miss him. i dunno y he left me. i need an answer from him.. i want to talk to him but seems he's not interested..:( " i was not prepared again to fall inlove so deep.. but you came unexpectedly.." i just got hurt again.. Labels: depressed |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:50 AM| |
| Saturday, June 21, 2008 |
i told myself i wont be absent in my review clas.. eventhough im so lazy to wake up this morning i have to attend the class. but i was absent in my church class. it.s all because of paw! ahaha. we ate the left over yellow cab.that's our breakfast. so beggar. LOL..7am! amfy! haha... so i was so excited for the review.. starts at 9am until 6pm. we only have one hour break..lunch break! ahahaha.. so here it goes.. the lecturer..(Jobert Dulay R.N.) so for those who knows him isn't he's cute? hahaha i like him. i like the way he teaches us. and especially his silly jokes.. i never felt sleepy in his lecture. he's a good singer pa uh!.. but he's taken na. LOL. he's too young. 23 y.o. oh well he might kill me if ever he read this blog..hahaha.. and guess what he's rich! :) he asks someone to sing as an intermission number and he gave P500.00. my classmate sing in front of us.. damn. kapal ng mukha! haha. but in fairness she have a good voice naman.. what i mean pala is basta pera kakanta xa. but f i have a good voice ill sing rin! yeah mukha akong pera! ahahaha... well.well.. i learned a lot from him. he's the best. haha..ill be excited seeing him tomorrow..im excited to learn too.. hay i miss mr. gapuz naman. 1st day he was our lecturer.the best rin xa. haha... hay hay.. feeling ko talaga i wont be lazy na goin to school.damn. haha..:) untill next time..im goin to review again.read and read..:) Labels: inspiration |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:55 AM| |
| Friday, June 20, 2008 |
im here again.. updating what happened in my unpredictable life..:) Monday and tuesday i have a class in school. NCM. amfy! its 7am so i have to wake up early. but i usually sleep around 2am so im so sleepy during my class.and guess what. i was absent in my afternoon class. hahaha..i felt soo soo lazy goin to school since my afternoon class is just a minor subject yet i have to attend that freakin' class. i swear i will not be absent next week. haha... :)
the CLIMAX...:) best is still alive! lol. haha he keeps me sending quotes.. oh well wala xa magawa. after a long months of not seeing him and we dont usually text talaga. kaya shock ang lola mo! amfy! haha.. the last time im with him was when we chill at garahe then starbucks.(my former blog).. the cheekbone. remember? haha.. mejo kilig? mejo.haha.. since he started reviewing last april for the june exam we never hang out again. i only see him when we go to mall and he's with best jason..just a smile and we never talk. dunno y? ahha.. and then now. he's texting me.. LOL.. nothing to expected. haha..:) im just happy now..
anyways im so tired and sleepy. just arrived from my morning duty yet im still doin this blog. haha im so excited to share to you guys my story. haha..for now.. i have to sleep muna. haha.. love love..;) Labels: arte. |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:01 AM| |
| Monday, June 16, 2008 |
i think he's really ignoring me. avoiding me or what so ever. there is a guy whom i met during my hs days. after 4 years of not talking to him finally we text again. he was my ex crush during my hs days. puppy love i guess. he's name is jim..:) because of my boredom i miscall everyone in my contacts. then he replied and asked hu i am. so i said it's me tiNA.. he doesn't remember me. so i keep on insisting that we met before. he said sorry because he can recognize me.. so after a week i called him, it's just because im so bored and no one to talk to. it was our first conversation over the fone. and guess what he said. that my voice was really familiar.. same with his ex. wtf..ali:) he keep on asking me if i was his ex.. oh c'mon. how it happened? haha.. then after then after talking we decided to chat in ym. so he shared to me what happened to him in past 4 years. were neighbors. my dorm and his dorm were really near in each others. i was 4th year hs and he was 1st year college that time. i always see him making tambay in my dorm. so i have a crush on him. we texted before but he have a gf that time. i told him that he was so suplado that time. if i introduce my self daw and if he knows raw na may crush ako sa knya that time he courted me raw!.. OMG.. i was so Kilig.. ha we have a good conversation in ym. we chat until 3am.. then after that night we never talk to each other na. he never text. before that he said to me that hindi xa palagi nagloload since wala naman xa palagi nkakatext. then i tried to call him but i cnanot contact him.then after 3days his fone rings. he answered it. it was 10pm. he said to me "ano ba? natutulog na ko.badtrip ako." then i justsaid to him sorry and back to sleep. i think he doesn't want to talk to me na. he doesn't like me. i was really sad last night. i dunno y. its just hes ignoring me. before that i saw him OL in ym. so i PM him. but he did not reply. he singed out immediately. i text him aking if he's avoiding me. but he did not reply. until now. dunno y. im sad..:( Labels: emotera |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 2:36 AM| |
| Thursday, June 12, 2008 |
1. DUTY. napakaaga ko gumising. 4:30 am. di ko lam kung excited ba ako magduty oh natatakot lang akong malate. hay. im not happy wid my 1st duty for this sem. aaminin ko im not comfortable sa bago kong groupmates. me hang over pa rin ako sa old mates ko. hay mamimiss ko un mga jokes nila ang kakulitan, asaran ang pagsusugal kapag di kami toxic. at gusto ko makagroup si jolly niNa kasi nakikita ko sarili ko sa kanya. napanis alway ko kanina. hindi talga ako ngsasalita. ewan ko ba. 2.STROKE. most of my patients today have mild stroke. buti nlng mild lang. kawawa naman kasi sila. tapos napakainit pa sa ER. tulo n nga pawis ko sa pgkuha ng VS nila. hay. toxic. 3. BREAKFAST. wala man lang laman un tiyan ko non ngduty ako. kasi naman leche na ulan yan di tuloy kami nakaalis. pinagtyagaan namen un canteen. isang bread at C2 lang nakain ko. kaya kanda hilo hilo na ko sa pag duty ko. amp 4. LUNCH. i have a good lunch kasi before ako umuwi ng dorm bumili muna ako ng food. 2 bbq at isang rice may libre pang ice un kasi suki na ko don. haha kakahiya nga lang kasi kagabi nkabasag kami ay si stephen pala ng mga plato. haha take note: mga plato. hindi plato lang hahaha 5. NAP. antok na antok kaya ako paguwi ko ng dorm. tapos etong si angie naman pupunta sa dorm kasi bibigay nia un sabon na binili ko. sa kakahintay ko sa kanya nakatulog pa rin ako. nagising lang ako sa tawag nia kasi andon na daw xa sa baba ng dorm ko. ahhaha 6. MOVIE. to namang si paul na hindi ko pa namemeet na pinsan ni jason ng aaya manood ng kung fu panda. haha. i want. pero nahihiya ako kasi never ko pa xa nameet tapos manonood kagad kami ng movie. haha. ang kulit.. 7. LRT. nagulat naman ako ang haba ng pila sa pureza station. tapos sabi ng isang mama saken libre daw un sakay sa lrt from 5pm - 7pm. wow. astig ah. siksikan nga lang. haha. 8. SPA. finally i got my whole body massage again. after 1 month ngyon lang ulit naulit. sobrang dami ko ng stress muscles at sobrang sakit na ng likod ko. amp the best talaga magmasahe si ms. eden. super nice pa nia at ang dami niang kwento.:P 9. MANGO. wala sa isip ko bumili ng damit. pero pag pasok ko sa mango napabili ako ng wala sa oras. trip ko lang. cute kasi.. purple na racer back. hehe 10. TACO. sabi ko before sa sarili ko i wont eat tacos kung hindi libre ni simoun. eh sobrang natatakam na ko kanina. napabili tuloy ako. haha. nagyon hindi ko maubos ubos un isang platter. hahaha... napakatakaw kasi. haha hay di ko alam kung ano ba talaga naramdaman ko ngayon. basta busog ako masaya na ko. haha Labels: arte. |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:07 AM| |
| Saturday, June 7, 2008 |
those memories... ♥i can' piece things together with these eyes of black and white. the way i used to be. something touch my heart.. something made me feel content. do i understand myself? please don't go anywhere. i never meant to hurt you. i was running for emotions i wasn't ready for. but what am i supposed to do next time., if i don't have you to depend on?♥ ♥♥♥ not so EMO... i got my LAST KISS FROM HIM...:p SO ELMO...♥ Labels: emotera |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:59 PM| |
after 5mos. of not seeing him, rejected calls and texts..fiinally we meet again..:p one week ago.. he texted me and i was really surprise.. im not expecting na that he will text me pa..he said that he just miss me and wanna see me.. so i was really really excited for that.. i miss him din.. uber..:p and imagine after a crucial break up. ngayon lang ulit kami ngkita.. hay walang ngbago sa kanya.. ganon pa rin xa. payatot.. mejo humaba na un hair.and still quiet.but he still laugh at my jokes though it was corny. that's y i love him. he give a laugh at my corniest jokes..:p we agreed that it will be better if we just stay friends. he's not mad na and he almost forgot na wat happened between us.. im so glad that we settled everything na..so there were no worries na.. im not emo na just elmo na lang..hahahaha...I WON THE BATTLE..:O finally ive move on.. "♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥"♥♥ the reason why were still suffering is not because the love has ended. but because it still continue eventhough we know evrything is over..:p "♥♥THAT'S A LESSON..FROM TINA..:P"♥♥ Labels: love |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 10:04 AM| |
| Friday, June 6, 2008 |
i am destined to be in sorrow, blinded by love, longing for affection, reaching the stars, begging for smiles, wrapped by illusions, imagining kisses, dreaming for touches, hiding pain and anger and eaten by frustrations. but.... still.... waiting for someone who will dig me from the mud i am in....:( >>la lang tamang emote lang bago matulog..:( Labels: emotera |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 6:24 AM| |
bakit nga ba? di ko lam eh..:( basta simula non sumakay ako kanina sa LRT nbadtrip na ko.. ksi napakasikip..ang daming tao.friday then 6pm na un.so talagang ganon karami ang tao? ayoko pa naman sa masikip.ewan ko nga ba bakit ng lrt pa ko.. next non nglalakad ako papuntang sm, un mga taong nkakasalubong ko nsasagi un bag ko. maliit na nga un bag ko nsasagi pa nila. badtrip. na lalo ako.. tapos naisip ko mg puntang salon. mgpa hair wax ako. un babae naman n mg hhairwax saken napaka pakealamera. pinipilit nia ako mg pa hair reborn eh sabi ko na ngang hair wax lang. hay bakit ba ang daming tao na super kulit..?? masikip na nga pilit pang sumisiksik.. nasagi ka n nga di man lang magsori.. marunong pa sa gusto mo.... hay... buti n lang nakasabay ko sa jeep u dati kong classmate..atleast na refresh naman ako.. nglakad kami papuntang dorm saby kwentuhan. hay. bkit kaya ang daming manloloko kumita lang ng pera. bakit kaya me mga taong kelangan hold-upin un clasmate ko samantalang estujante lang kami.. bakit kayo ganto ang araw ko ngayon.. ang ayos ayos nong asa bahay ako. kain tulog lang...pag dating dito sa dorm nalungkot na ko. pag higa ko sa kama ko, napaluha na lang ako.. di ko lam kung bakit.. walang makausap. walang magawa.. hay ang lungkot ng buhay.. matutulog na lang siguro ako... Labels: wwindang.praning.LOL |
| (Tina♥Don) ♥ 5:46 AM| |
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