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Saturday, August 30, 2008
can't wait...
im bum again. super bum..
absent again in my theology and review class. i woke up late..
i really hate my sundays class.. it sucks. it should be my rest day.
7days in school kills me! i never completed a perfect attendance for a week..haha..im so lazy goin at school. i preffered a one week duty than having class at school.. :D

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i don't know what im supposed to do today.. i'll be in suicide if i'll stay here in dorm. haha.. i wanna go out.but whose gonna go with me? paw is still sleeping.. tired from her last night gimik. and me i preffered to stay here last night. wala sa mood! haha it's past 1pm and yet i haven't eat my breakfast and lunch. im starving so much. i don't want to go out and buy some foods. it's too hot outside..i'll just wait paw to wake up. hays... i'll just eat my chocolates...:p


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this afternoon i'll be goin to kit's condo. im goin to get the dress. im so excited for my next gimik this wednesday. but it is tentative. depends on my mood. haha..it's been two years since i went to her condo. ang lapit lapit lang naman. were just too busy. haha.. my future dent here i come.haha


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last night i was planning about my sem break.. i should go somewhere. and it will be
LA UNION. can't wait to surf! haha.. i wanna learn it.. i tried water skiing but i guess surfing is more thrilling. i wanna dance with the waves eventhough i don't know how to swim. wtf!.. haha basta can't wait for this.. :)


WELCOME BER MONTH.. MORE BEER TO COME! HAHAHA

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 10:07 PM|
Friday, August 29, 2008
shut up!
they are so called "mean gurls" in the school.. they looks sophisticated but laugh hard even in the corniest jokes.. i belong in this so called mean gurls. yeah. i love my gurls so much. we are only 3 in the group. we love to hang out. we love jokes. i have been with them one year ago. paw is my so called BEST. and ciny she was my batchmate in hs. . we get along and have the same trip. that's why we booommm! hahaha.. now i can't figure out why there were so rumors about us. like were so "maarte, pasosyal, easy to get, flirt, gold digger," and etc. im so pissed off about this. these stuff aren't true. for those people who doesn't know us they gonna believed in this. my point is why they have to this on us. we don't care their lives. in the first place we don't know them.. we just live in our own way. naiinggit ba sila? inngit ba sila on how we act? on how we laugh? they were paranoid!what's wrong with us ba? we don't need to please them. we did not hurt someone.. we did not do something bad to them.. so would you mind your own life?..:) it's not cute.. wondering why there so many people bitter on us while we feel so much better! :)



[tina,cindy,paw]

"insecurity is the reason why backfighters were born. they live like a winner, but ends up as loser".. ..good luck baby.. don't be so jealous. you might got sick. it's incurable. haha

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 7:06 AM|
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
definitely,maybe
just DONe watching a movie. definitely maybe which kleng lent me this morning. okay. im on a movie marathon.im so confused if we will have a duty tomorrow.i bet we have but my group mates said that we don't have. wtf! okay i'll just go to the province tomorrow morning..:) BAHALA NA..!

i'm gonna make it short..anyways it's about the guy we saw in starbucks last saturday night.. uhmm. he's handsome and hot. definitely yes!.. you will see later. ayt..? he is sitting the next table from us.i keep on staring him. he's so cute reading his books. i don't know if he absorbed what he read because the crowd was so noisy.geez. he's smoking that's why he sat outside. uhm...while i keep on staring him, paw took a stolen shot of him. am so happy. haha we keep on "pacute" on him but he never bothered to take a look. he kept on reading. damn!... i don't even know his name.. okay times up for him..




hey. i DON't know if am gonna tell you this guys. because i told before that i already gave up. but hey i saw his pic a while ago. he's so cute with his skate board. i hate this feeling again. am gonna stop it. right sushi.. so you can tell me that i have move on. lolz.


I'm gonna stalk and stare you FOREVER..:)

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:14 AM|
Monday, August 25, 2008
bum and beggar..:)
midterms is over..:)
and yet im still beggar.. hindi na ko natutuwa sa ngyayari saken. :p
let me update you for what happend last week..

Monday. we don't have class because it was ninoy's day.. geez.. i went to province.. i reviewed my notes so that no one will bother me.. hahaha

Tuesday. Dad back to US. i never said bye. yup. i still have "tampo" pa to him. but i can't do anything.still he's my dad. i text him the next day and say sori for what ive done. i will not be a bad daughter na.. (i bet)..

Wednesday. it's a bum and beggar day starts. haha.. bum day because we don't have class.we stayed in dorm for the whole day.. and that night beggar day started. why? it's because of my luxuries. haha paw it's all because of you. hahaha.. how we gonna pay her? hahaha it's 8k. haha

Thursday.midterms day.. it's just like a surprise quiz. because i never reviewed well my notes. i don't even read any topics in my book. wtf. im gonna failed. God don't let it be. ahaha

Friday.this is the bummest day! hahaha me ganon ba? as in ngmukmok lang sa dorm. haha though how much paw and i want to chill after exams it can't be.kasi nga beggar kami. haha

Saturday.i really wanna go out. chil. kasi di na talaga ako natutuwa. haha and it happened! haha.. gimik at ascend with gail and his friends. i really miss gail. after 4years now lang ulit kami ngkita. love love! then drop by at embassy.. it was the best. because my long lost crushc.(josef habit) was there. damn! hottie pa rin. hahaha

[me and gail]

Sunday. i landed to the city of Pampanga. it's my first time there. haha.. paw invited me to their house. i felt that i don't belong. because i don't even know any kapampangan words. they were like koreans while talking kapampangan. also like bees in my ears. hahah peace out best..:)

Monday.paw and i went to analyn's house.she's so nice. not just because she gave me dress it's because she's really generous. it's my first time to meet her. :) and the best line i ever heard there is "banat neh!" by rav. hahaha ang beggar..:p

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 11:03 PM|
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
tatsi
i miss him..:c

hay.. i don't know why.. since last week na nakita ko xa i started to miss him na. it must be crazy.. im still missing him pala. i bet nakamove on na ko yet di pa pala. im so sicked with you TATSI...

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[my favorite picture of tatsi.sleepy head too..!]

moved on..sushi..:)

love the word sushi for now.. haha..:)

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:50 AM|
Monday, August 18, 2008
"fighting is over"
i was so mean...
admitted..and obviously..:p

i don't want this blog will be full of bad emotions and hatred..
i don't want hatred lived in my heart..:)
does it sounds good???
i love them but i'm a rebellious child..suck! haha

this week is for my exams.. im gonna save my time for studying.
since we don't have class tomorrow im planning to study tonight
until morning since i sleep for 5hours today. harhar..

anyways.. leee meee share..something. a bit..

my stat in facebook is "stealing a heart.."
hahaha
but i don't know whose heart it is.
it's not DON's heart.. damn. it's over..
im moving on sushi gurl.. believed it or not. haha

" I know you'll meet someone better
But would you still think of me
If he can't hold you like I did
Would you run back to me
Yes I know this pain shall pass
Gave all this time
Still we couldn't last.."

this will be worst feeling...
MOVING FORWARD..
ON YOUR BENDED KNEES..

wtf!:D

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 11:02 PM|
Friday, August 15, 2008
ampness
im nearly to death..i can feel it.. :c

i went to province 2 days ago.. im not so aware that we have a family problem and accompanied by financial problem.. so here it goes.. almost our savings were gone. i don't know were did my mom put it. so i just have to believed on her stories to stop the argument. since my dad didn't got much angry with her. i don't know why.. i almost spent my whole allowance in nonsense things. and now regret so much.. dad knows that i have still my allowance for the whole school year. but it almost gone.i spent it on my "luho".. im too shophaholic. party every now and then. and my uncle borrowed 40k from me. and now im cramming where will i get my tuition fee for next week exams.. im gonna die!!!

my brother was suspended for 5days. he brought cigarette in their school. damn! he was caught by the sister. my dad got so angry and he almost kill my brother. i have nothing to do but to stop him and cry.. kelan ba magtitino ang kapatid ko???...

while having our dinner my brother asked me who is my rumor bf.. i can't utter any words, just tears flow on my eyes.. im so damn sensitive. i walked out and locked my room. i didn't finished my food. i cried so much.. im not mad with my brother. i just hate that no one believes on me especially in my family. how many times i should say that i don't have any boyfriend?why they can't believed on me. naiinis na talaga ako!!!!.. fuck that chismosa! hays...

and now.. i don't know what to do.. i just pull the syringe. and inject it to myself.. ..
see you on the crossroads..:c

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:01 AM|
Saturday, August 9, 2008
BIGFISH..
08-08-08 IS LOVED..:)

THE BIG EVENT IS DONE.. WE LIVE TO PARTY!.. ITS AN AWESOME NIGHT..
EVERYONE THERE IS BELONG. WE ALMOST BELONG. HAHA ITS THE BEST PARTY EVER.. MEETING NEW FRIENDS IS NOT BAD. JUST KEEP ON SMILING BABY. HAHA.. THANKS TO MS. JACKIE AND HER FRIENDS.. SOO SOO COOL. :)




PAW AND I WAS SO THANKFUL BECAUSE WE ATTENDED THIS EVENT THOUGH THERE SO MANY HINDRANCES. HAHA THROUGH THICK AND THIN.. WE ALWAYS BELONG.. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE UP COMING EVENTS..

UNFORGETTABLE DATE...
888..

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 8:24 PM|
Saturday, August 2, 2008
u gave me the reasons..
i have a bad morning..
i got awake tru my dad's call. past 9am. ok. i was absent again i my review class.. sarapa matulog.!

ok here it goes. dad asking how i am coz i have a fever and colds last night. they just done attending mass in antipolo which is very far far away from batangas. haha so they were asking too when ill come back home. i said i don't know yet. so it's ok na. then i check my smart cp and noticed that it was lowbatt. i charged it and open it then saw my mom's miscall. and she have a message on me. she was asking who is the guy i was dating, who also lives in our town and im the one pa raw paying bills when we go out! the nerve.. haha that idiot! sino ang chismosang un? the question that entered in my mind first. so i asked mom who told them that story. and i don't have anyone i dated in our town. ang tagal tagal pa nia mgreply.. then she told me that she gonna told me who's that person when i got back home. eh sabi ngyon n nia sabihin saken. then she said it was my lola. wtf! hay i don't know how should i react..

the reasons...
that lola is my dad's mom.
from the start she doesn't like my mom.
she always made story about my mom.
she tolerated dad when he have a mistress. damn
she allowed that mistress to live in their house.
so wat she was intention?
she was so insensitive for my mom's feelings.

i should not tell these here.
but she gave me reasons to hate her much!

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(Tina♥Don) ♥ 11:20 PM|
disaster
this past few days i was really confused..
confused on him. confused in everything..
  • i got too toxic in my last rotation. (sigh).. she's very perfectionist. damn!
  • i got easily irritated to everyone.. maybe my monthly period is coming.
  • i got disappointed in myself for the reason that i failed in my last rotation.
  • i end up thinking giving up in my course..
  • i was so confused with my mom. i don't know if i have to say why because it really confidential.family matters..:(
  • i don't know how should i react in tinky's comment.. "iloveyou too". for i was joking in my comment to him,"iloveyou"..
  • i became apathetic lately with Don. but when i got to know that he was sick i worried a lot.
  • i started to hurt when i begin to care bout him.
  • im so depressed in my prelims exam..
  • i almost spend half of my allowance in my whole school year! damn!
  • i felt nothing last night.
"everything turns to useless.
disaster occurs..livi'n in chaos.."
(Tina♥Don) ♥ 12:24 AM|

♥boston drama♥
TINA is her name.. 20 years old.pure Filipina..kid at heart
wants to be a future RN..drama queen..but mostly EMOtera.
princess in my story..dreaming to live in NY.
wants to be wife of Chase Crawford
artist in her DREAM.

♥LOVES♥
♥being simple ♥magazines ♥chocolates ♥photography ♥my ipod ♥my family ♥my friends ♥watching basketball ♥movie marathon ♥blogging ♥surfing ♥starbucks ♥fries and ice cream ♥pizza and cake ♥pillows ♥letters ♥swimsuit ♥beach ♥sunset ♥to mingle ♥parties ♥clothes ♥to travel ♥shopping ♥gossiping ♥flipflops ♥staying late at night ♥cp ♥internet ♥korean novels

♥LOVE MYSELF..♥


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