I'm afraid that one day magigising na lang ako na hindi ko na kilala un sarili ko. na one day mag ggive up na ko. few weeks from now bday ko. I know it will not be a happy one. It's a big boom bash for me. Im gonna tell mom and dad how I really feel. Im dying inside. and It's killing me. Im so so afraid.. depression syndrome here you come... :( Summer 2009 is not so good. Im gonna fall.. :) can you lend me your hand? Im sick of this situation. I bet I can't fight... Hay I'm just so afraid.. Labels: depressed |